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CHAPTER XIX: THE

       WORLD OF THE UNBORN






          he  Erewhonians  say  that  we  are  drawn  through  life
       Tbackwards;  or  again,  that  we  go  onwards  into  the  fu-
       ture as into a dark corridor. Time walks beside us and flings
       back shutters as we advance; but the light thus given often
       dazzles us, and deepens the darkness which is in front. We
       can see but little at a time, and heed that little far less than
       our apprehension of what we shall see next; ever peering
       curiously through the glare of the present into the gloom of
       the future, we presage the leading lines of that which is be-
       fore us, by faintly reflected lights from dull mirrors that are
       behind, and stumble on as we may till the trap-door opens
       beneath us and we are gone.
         They say at other times that the future and the past are as
       a panorama upon two rollers; that which is on the roller of
       the future unwraps itself on to the roller of the past; we can-
       not hasten it, and we may not stay it; we must see all that is
       unfolded to us whether it be good or ill; and what we have
       seen once we may see again no more. It is ever unwinding
       and being wound; we catch it in transition for a moment,
       and call it present; our flustered senses gather what impres-
       sion they can, and we guess at what is coming by the tenor
       of that which we have seen. The same hand has painted the

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