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them to ascertain their habits, but they did not give me the
impression of being a religious people. This too was natural:
the ten tribes had been always lamentably irreligious. But
could I not make them change? To restore the lost ten tribes
of Israel to a knowledge of the only truth: here would be
indeed an immortal crown of glory! My heart beat fast and
furious as I entertained the thought. What a position would
it not ensure me in the next world; or perhaps even in this!
What folly it would be to throw such a chance away! I should
rank next to the Apostles, if not as high as they—certainly
above the minor prophets, and possibly above any Old Tes-
tament writer except Moses and Isaiah. For such a future
as this I would sacrifice all that I have without a moment’s
hesitation, could I be reasonably assured of it. I had always
cordially approved of missionary efforts, and had at times
contributed my mite towards their support and extension;
but I had never hitherto felt drawn towards becoming a mis-
sionary myself; and indeed had always admired, and envied,
and respected them, more than I had exactly liked them.
But if these people were the lost ten tribes of Israel, the case
would be widely different: the opening was too excellent to
be lost, and I resolved that should I see indications which
appeared to confirm my impression that I had indeed come
upon the missing tribes, I would certainly convert them.
I may here mention that this discovery is the one to which
I alluded in the opening pages of my story. Time strength-
ened the impression made upon me at first; and, though I
remained in doubt for several months, I feel now no longer
uncertain.

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