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Thorn In The Heart

             "I wanted to die and go with your father, but both of you had
         held me back! I was confused and do not know what happen to
         me."


             My-Thanh jumped onto the bed and held her mother back.

             "No...No...! Do not leave us! We do not know how to live!"
         My-Thanh cried in her loud voice and said.

             "Yes. I might not leave both of you, because your father told
         me that even he died I can not let both of you alone. But I do not
         know how I can survive without him!  We had lost everything
         now!"


             "Did  you  think  that  he  will  survive?"    In  a  sorrow  voice,
         Nguyen said.


             "I  thought...  But  two  week  now!  No  news  about  your
         father...!"

             Nguyen was quiet while his mother continued.

             "If your father survived he will be home this time."


             She  stretched  her  right  arm  to  the  backside,  pulled  My-
         Thanh  to  the  front,  held  her  children  tighten  together  in  her
         arms, and all of them cried in their painful hearts.


             The  dark  was  going  down  without  lighting  in  the  house,
         while they held together as a solid stone and the only sobbing
         broken up in the quiet room.

             My-Trinh  thought  the  love  for  her  was  a  string  of  sorrow
         and painful all night long of waiting without a good dream. She
         had cried alone and afraid to lose it for a minute even a moment
         of  happiness.  Also,  it  seemed  the  bomb  that  her  spouse  was
         carrying on his life for the war until exploded and it was...!  Her
         life torn to a part, and her child's future collapsed as the young

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