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                it would be crucial to what could possibly lead to   to play the victim again. I just want a simple
                Fiona’s next phase in life.            quiet life where I don’t have to answer for what
                   You probably know by now that Fiona is in   I do. I don’t need the fame. I’ve been there,
                Crazy Rich Asians, the Hollywood adaption of Kevin   done that and got the T-shirt. I think with every
                Kwan’s best-selling book about super loaded   actor starting out, you want to be as visible as
                Singaporeans. Though she’s not allowed to reveal   possible. And when you get that, and you have
                much about the movie, we know she plays Kitty   the whole world under your feet, you realise, you
                Pong, a sexy, gold-digging soap opera star-turned-  want to be as invisible as possible. It’s a strange
                social climber. (The character is a minor one in first   tug.”
                instalment of CRA, but becomes one of the main   “When I finally came to terms with the whole
                protagonists in the second and third books, which   thing, it was like “Hey, you’re an actress. You
                means that if the movie takes off and the sequels   make the role work. It’s not about wanting to
                are greenlit, Fiona will be a bona fide Hollywood   look a certain way only. That’s the true mark of
                star.)                                 an actress. If I can play a genie, and a ghost in
                   If you’ve never read the books and your only   Maggi and Me, why not this? It was kind of like
                knowledge of the character is from the paragraph   a cleansing of sorts and coming to terms with
                above, well, it would be easy to just think of the role   accepting myself as an actress. ’Cos I think when
                as a caricature. Or more specifically, a send-up of   you are in MediaCorp and you’re doing so many
                the kind of woman that haters have tried to label   things so quickly, like 20 scenes a day, you don’t
                Fiona as and which she has resisted her whole   really have time to sit down to break down or
                career to be associated with. And mind you, Fiona   appreciate your work. Which is why I have to say
                is very aware of how easy it’s going to be for trolls   that [accepting this role] is the best thing I have
                to pass snide remarks like “Oh, she’s just playing   done for myself so far.”
                herself” and for media outlets to draw comparisons   If you’ve followed Fiona’s 20 year-long career
                between her and Kitty Pong. In a way, it’s akin to   (she started modelling when she was 15 and was
                posting a selfie on Reddit and getting people to   signed to Mediacorp at 19), you would certainly
                roast you. Which was why her first reaction when   remember how in 2009, she had famously pulled
                she was told that she had gotten the role was to   out of Ch 8 blockbuster Together at the eleventh
                reject it.                             hour. The role she was supposed to play: a vain
                   “It’s never only just about the role,” she says.   and materialistic girl whose descent into the
                “It’s the aftermath that I have to deal with. Dealing   cesspool of society was the cautionary tale of
                with reporters, the news that comes about with it.   the drama. Though she would reveal later that
                I wasn’t sure if I was strong enough to handle such   she had quit the drama and eventually Mediacorp
                an interesting, delicate character. It’s sure to get a   to “truly experience life” with her now ex-fiancé,
                lot of talk. And especially in a conservative place   there was talk that Fiona had balked at playing
                like Singapore. It’s a character that people will   a character for reasons not dissimilar to why
                love and lap it up… in the US. But somehow being   she was so reluctant to take on Kitty Pong. One
                sensual and sexy in Asia is always frowned upon.   can only imagine, and we only say this because
                So obviously I was scared. I was like, ‘Oh no, I don’t   hindsight is 20/20, that things would be very
                want to deal with it again.’”          different if Fiona had looked at acting the way she
                   It took a lot of convincing from the movie’s   does now. Heck, she might even be an ah jie now.
                director Jon M. Chu, whom Fiona calls “respectful”   But she disagrees.
                and someone who “had provided her with so much   “Everything happens for a reason,” she says.
                safety and support… to portray the character with   “So I think that whole process of me leaving
                dignity and humanity”, as well as Liv Lo, who’s a   and doing other things has also fulfilled me on a
                friend and the wife of Henry Golding, aka the lead   personal level. If I had stayed on, I wouldn’t be
                of CRA. “I was in Tokyo when she called and she   the person I am today. I think [I would be stuck] in
                was like, “Are you mad? Who cares about… Just   a numbers game. It would just be about status,
                do it!”                                like who’s going to be queen, blah blah blah. The
                   Fiona says, prior to agreeing to the role, that   response [to Kitty Pong] is still up in the air since
                she “literally cried for three days at home trying to   the release is in August. But on a personal note,
                purge [her] demons”. “I was very hurt by all that   it has become more of a personal development
                was written, twisted in the media [in the past]. I   for me. So [expletive] whatever people think.
                felt, “Can I do this?” I didn’t want to be put in the   This is my role. This is my journey. If you don’t
                situation where I’m compromised. But I didn’t want   understand it or if you’re not me, don’t judge.”

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