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ur glasses are empty   2017, by her own admission, had been a
                                  now and Fiona’s face is   tough year. Her 23-year-old cousin, who was
                                  slightly flushed. “See   a big reason for her returning to Singapore
                                  I’m a total lightweight,   in 2016, had succumbed to cancer. The
                                  but people like to…”   sadness of his passing is still very raw —
                                  she stops herself   her eyes well up as soon as she mentions
                 Obefore she finishes                 him. “It really changes you as a person and
                 the sentence. She’s done with that part of the   you start to prioritise things,” she says. “All
                 conversation.                        these fleeting things don’t mean a thing when
                   She’s always been good at protecting herself   you have that breath to take. It changes the
                 so we venture a question about the #MeToo   family dynamics. [Everything] becomes very
                 movement. Like everyone with a pulse, she’s a   heavy. But at the same time, it became a glue
                 fan of Oprah Winfrey’s zeitgeist-changing Golden   and everyone had more dinners together.”
                 Globes speech (look it up, if you haven’t already)   Fiona, who’ll also make her Ch 8 drama
                 and she has nothing but respect for the women   comeback later this year in Gifted opposite
                 who came forward to speak out about the   Elvin Ng and Zhang Yaodong as well as
                 truly awful sexual misconduct that goes on in   former Ch 8 stars like Chen Xiuhuan and
                 showbiz.                             Michelle Chia, now spends most of her time
                   “I must say that when I first heard about it, I   with her family, doing mundane things like
                 was like, ‘Oh, Singapore has nothing like that.”   going on staycations with her cousins and
                 And there were people who told me, ‘No, do you   watching TV with her brother and mother.
                 know…” I never knew any of that,” she says.   “We don’t share the same taste in TV shows
                 “I’ve been very lucky and blessed to not have   but it’s bonding time for us,” she smiles.
                 encountered any of those things in my very, very   “My brother likes food shows and the
                 long career. I mean, to have done such strange,   Kardashians (laughs) and my mum, Korean
                 crazy things, like running down Orchard Road in a   dramas, which is interesting ’cos I would
                 bikini... The directors were always very respectful   never sit down and watch those if I were on
                 and they didn’t exploit us in any way.”   my own.”
                   We ask her why she has remained relatively   By the time you read this, Fiona would
                 unscathed and she offers this as a possible   have celebrated her 36 birthday (“But I’m
                 reason: “I think it was ’cos I started getting fame   only 25!” she jokes). We ask if her being
                 and acclaim very early on in my career,” she   close to her family is an age thing ’cos that’s
                 says. “So if anyone were to like… They had no   what growing up does to a person. “I think
                 leverage on me. I was not an upcoming someone   it’s more of an individual thing,” she says.
                 you had to give chance to. It was always the   “For me, I was away for so many years and
                 sense that people knew that I was not someone   even though I did respond [to my family’s
                 to play with. And that if you played with me, it   messages] via text it’s very different from
                 would be big news. So in that sense, I was quite   being a physical presence. So in that aspect,
                 protected.”                          I really respect my brother. He was the one
                   Speaking of which, Fiona was in the news   holding the fort when I was away. He was the
                 last year (actually, has she ever been out of the   responsible one. I would be in Hongkong and
                 news?) when it was revealed that she was dating   would say, “Hey, come up for the weekend!”
                 a man, 14 years her junior, named Julien Leo.   And he would be like, “No, I want to stay. I
                 The singer-musician-model, who happens to be   don’t want to leave mum alone.” He’s 27
                 the son of former fashion retailer Tina Tan-Leo,   but in some ways, he’s like my older brother
                 had posted a photo of Fiona on his ’gram with   (laughs). So, yeah. I’ve been trying to heal
                 the caption: “Happy Birthday Baby!” Of course,   my soul for many years, but now it’s all about
                 media outlets went to town with the news. When   giving back to them.”
                 we ask if she’s still in a relationship, she hems   She pauses.“This is the longest I’ve
                 and haws for an eternity before finally saying: “I   stayed in one place. I used to go all over. But
                 guess I am just at a time where I have the luxury   now I’m present.”
                 of doing things I love and also getting to know   She’s sitting still as she says this. Sitting
                 more people.” You’re welcome to interpret that in   still is one thing, but being present? That’s
                 whichever way you want.              everything.
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