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 most wicked person in the world must believe that Hashem wants   Know that until you meet your marriage partner Hashem wants   our teacher, peace be upon him, would dedicate his
 to have compassion on him, to help him to do complete teshuvah,   you to guard yourself with the fear of heaven and keep yourself   soul to them and pray on their behalf—such as in
 and to be on the level of Moses.  from sinning, particularly in your present situation, when you are   the case of the spies, and the like. That is because he
          single. And that is something that you can ask heaven to give you                   knew that in accordance with the holiness of the people
 Therefore, let us review:  immediately: you can demand that heaven provide you with the      of Israel and their nobility, they are far from sin, and
          strength to overcome your evil inclination, because Hashem at this
 We have learned  that  a person’s  prayer  is  accepted in   very moment wants to give you the fear of heaven and the power   it is completely impossible for them to bear the heavy
 accordance with his faith, and that the essence of weakness   to overcome your evil inclination that is burning within you. If you   burden of sin (as above). And in truth, how do they come
 in a person’s prayer is due to a weakness in his faith, his   stand up and ask to receive this immediately (as we are learning in   to sin, heaven forbid? That happens only when a person
 lack of certainty that Hashem wants to save him. Therefore,   this chapter), you will receive immediately. But regarding meeting   lacks awareness, because “a person does not sin unless a
 even if such a person serves Hashem fervently and vigorously, all   your marriage partner, ask for that only as an unearned gift that   spirit of foolishness has entered into him” (Sotah 3). And
 of his work of the will is still not “perfect prayer.” It is still a weak   Hashem will give  you  when  He  wishes  to,  because only heaven   that is the most pitiful matter of all, and we must
 prayer compared to what it should be. That is because, when a   knows the exact time when you must meet your spouse.  have compassion on such a person and give him
 person’s faith that Hashem wants to save him is not absolute, his                            awareness, as in the verse: “Fortunate is the person who
 prayer is not absolute. As a result, he cannot cry out to Hashem   A person’s prayer for physical matters must indeed be accepted   gives wisdom to the poor” (Psalms 41:2), because “there
 with all his might, “Bring me close to serve You.”  by heaven—but it does not have to be accepted immediately. Why   is no poor person except one who is poor in awareness”
          must prayer for physical matters be accepted? That is because this
 Our prayer as we cry out to Hashem is strong and unequivocal only   is a law of nature (as was discussed in Chapter Four: The Laws   (Nedarim 41). We must have compassion upon him and
 when we know that Hashem waits and yearns to give us everything   of Life). After Rachel gave birth to Benjamin, she said, “I have   give him awareness.
 in the spiritual dimension. More than you want to receive spiritual   stubbornly pleaded to God to be equal to my sister, and I prevailed”
 salvation, Hashem wants to give it to you. It is only that you are   (Genesis 30:8, as translated by Rashi). And Rashi explains the phrase, “I   That is the purpose of creation. Hashem created the world to
 lacking the vessel, and Hashem is waiting for you to prepare the   prevailed,” as “He yielded to my importunities.” The mashgiach,   be inhabited.  As  the verse  states: “Not  chaos  did He create  it;
 complete and full vessel (as we will learn here). The first vessel is   Rabbi Yerucham Leibovitz, states: “This is something awesome to   to  be  inhabited  did  He  form it”  (Isaiah 45:18).  A  person who
 that you believe with absolute and complete faith that the Creator   contemplate! When we are this stubborn and plead this much, we   does not possess awareness is not called a human being. Thus, a
 wants to give you everything.  are assured that we will attain what we desire. Hashem must, as it   world of people who lack awareness is a desolate ruin. As Rabbi
          were, give it to us. That is because Hashem wanted and created                 Nachman says: “The world should be inhabited by human beings.
 When we come to ask Hashem to save us spiritually, we must   a world in which this will be the way of nature in the realm of   The essence of a human being is his awareness. If a person does not
 believe with perfect faith in the absolute will of the Creator to   spirituality…. A person should consider everything that has been   have awareness, he is not part of civilization and he is not termed a
 save everyone spiritually. If you do not believe completely that   said regarding  the  necessity to  pray,  and  how wonderful  prayer   human being at all. Rather, he is on the level of an animal in human
 Hashem profoundly wants to help you, if you think that Hashem   is, because a person who engages in prayer is assured that he will   form” (ibid.).
 does not want to help and rescue you, that constitutes a flaw in   certainly receive its positive results” (Divrei Torah: Bereishit).
 your faith. Every day in the Shemoneh Esrei, we recite the words,                       Give Me Life in Your Ways
 “King, Helper, Savior and Shield.” Hashem is not a vengeful king,   But we  want to  have  an effect  in spiritual  matters and  to
 nor a cruel king. He is not waiting to ambush you. He does not   encourage ourselves to pray to achieve spiritual change. Therefore,   When  we  know that Hashem is truly compassionate, that His
 benefit from seeing you suffer, and He does not attempt to cause   we must consider this logically. If a person’s perfect prayer to be   compassion is infinite and it is His will to extend compassion to all
 you to despair, heaven forbid. And so in the Shemoneh Esrei we   rescued physically at a time that his life is endangered is certainly   beings, we can make every spiritual request, which is the purpose
 recite the words, “Who wants teshuvah.” Hashem wants everyone   immediately effectively,  how much  more does  perfect  prayer   of all creation and of the entire trait of compassion. In accordance
 to do complete teshuvah. When a person makes an opening even as   requesting spiritual assistance certainly have an immediate effect,   with this, we may understand Moses’ prayer on behalf of the Jews
 small as the eye of a needle for Hashem, Hashem makes an opening   because Hashem’s entire will is that a person receive all spiritual   during the episode of the sin of the spies: “Please forgive the sin
 for him as wide as the portal of a banquet hall. Once we know this,
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