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 says is effective  even  after  judgment  has been  decreed?  It  is an   first of all know that Hashem wants to draw you close to Him and   Imagine the worst person in the world: someone who converted
 outcry! Rabbi Yechezkel Levinstein teaches, “The quality of prayer   save you spiritually, with an absolute and complete will that can   to another religion, worshipped idols and persuaded others to do so,
 expressed  as an outcry is determined  by the  degree  to  which  a   never change!     murdered, fathered mamzerim, stole billions of dollars without any
 person’s heart is in [his prayer]” (Kuntres Eit La’asot). When a person                 way of returning what he stole, and who is filled with cravings and
 cries out to Hashem with total dedication, he brings about every   To sum up the first part of faith: you must believe with   hateful traits. He is entirely evil. But Hashem desires teshuvah—the
 salvation. As the Gemara states: “A person’s prayer is heard only   complete faith that Hashem wants, awaits, yearns and looks   teshuvah of every individual, including him. At the moment that he
 when he places his life in his hands” (Ta’anit 8a). Such a prayer tears   forward to save you spiritually. That is the entirety of His   humbles himself before Hashem and desires to do teshuvah, God
 up and nullifies every decree of judgment immediately.  hope and desire, and the entire purpose of the creation of   loves and desires him in turn and considers him to be righteous (as
          the world. That is why He created the entire world. That                       we learned earlier). Hashem wants to give even this person physical
 To summarize: a complete prayer that is expressed in an outcry   is the strongest intent in all of creation. It is the truth that   life and, how much more, spiritual life.
 from the depths of the heart comes from a complete desire for   transcends all truths and the knowledge that transcends all
 life—such as occurs at a time of life-threatening danger—with the   knowledge.            Jeroboam ben Nebat sinned and caused the nation of Israel to
 wholeness of faith that Hashem is all-powerful and that there is no                     sin  more than anyone else  in history  (cf.  Avot).  He  had been  a
 other than He—and especially with the faith that Hashem wants to                        phenomenal Torah sage who abandoned the Torah, threw off the
 give everyone life and save everyone.                                                   yoke of mitzvot and caused the majority of the children of Israel to
          Part Two: Hashem Is All-Powerful and Nothing Is                                engage in idol worship, which is the most abhorrent sin of all. Yet
 The significant factors that harm prayer are the points of truth   Beyond Him           our holy sages relate that “the Holy One, blessed be He, took hold
 and faith regarding thanksgiving discussed above and all sorts of                       of Jeroboam’s garment and told him, ‘If you do teshuvah, then
 other calculations  that weaken a person’s outcry. When we cry                          I, you and the son of Jesse [i.e., David] will stroll together in the
           As a result of my engaging in the work of the will on this new
 out to Hashem, we must cast all of these calculations aside, and   path, I discovered a new depth of faith, which gave my prayers   Garden of Eden” (Sanhedrin 102a). This passage applies as well to
 with the highest faith hold onto the awareness that Hashem knows                        every individual who thinks that he is the most deplorable person
 all of these reckonings quite well but nevertheless wants to rescue   added  strength and power,  on an entirely different  level  than I   in the world. It tells that Hashem wanted to save even Jeroboam,
          had experienced before. I had been involved in the topic of faith
 us—which is the absolute truth. Out of that awareness, cry out to                       who was in truth the most immoral of all men, so that he would
 Hashem with all your might until your prayers have their effect.  for decades, and I had been writing and teaching about faith. But   reach a level even higher than that of King David, who constituted
          when I began to serve Hashem in keeping with this new awareness,
          I understood that until now I had lacked a certain level of faith in           the “fourth leg of the heavenly chariot”!
 To Cry Out Properly  Hashem. In this new way of serving God, I came to understand a
          new and fundamental point.                                                       There are many sources for this idea (however, this is not the
 I saw  how  all  of  this  is  connected  to the work of  the will.  In                 place to expand on this). Hashem wants to bring even the most
 accordance with that, I understood the manner in which we must   Introduction: Hashem Is All-Powerful in the Physical   debased  people  close to him, even  unprincipled  gentiles and
 engage in the work of the will, and the manner in which we must   Realm                 heretics. Certainly, He  does not desire their death.  The  entire
 request and entreat Hashem for life—i.e., the manner in which we                        Torah is filled with this concept. Even the wicked Pharaoh—who
 must make all of our spiritual requests of Hashem, requests to                          tormented the children of Israel, who shed their blood and stiffened
 be rescued from sins and cravings, to come close to the Torah, to   Simple faith tells us that Hashem is all-powerful. I always knew this   his neck until Hashem prevented him from doing teshuvah—even
 pray, to serve Hashem, and more.  and always believed it. This is a straightforward concept: that all of   he, the midrash states, having survived the splitting of the Sea of
          nature is in the hands of the Creator, Who created nature and Who              Reeds, became ruler of Nineveh and inspired the entire nation to
 When Rabbi Nachman of Breslov wanted to teach his students   has the power to change it. Hashem demonstrated this message to   attain a great level of teshuvah. On Yom Kippur, before Neilah,
 how we must pray for spirituality, he told them the following story   the entire world, and in particular to the nation of Israel, at the   we read about the teshuvah of the wicked Pharaoh. Therefore, you
 (Shivchei Haran: Sipur Hanesiyah Le’eretz Yisrael 19).  Exodus from Egypt. Hashem demonstrated that He has the power   who hope in Hashem, may your heart be strong and firm. As you
          to shatter all of the frameworks of nature, as occurred during the             stand before Hashem in prayer and desire to do teshuvah, you must



































































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