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 will help this person do teshuvah, which will mean that Hashem’s   committing a  habitual  sin, nullifying an evil  desire,  renouncing   When you cry out to Hashem with all your heart and believe
 intent will be fulfilled, and in consequence the person will be healed.  a bad trait, or giving  up an addiction—you must  believe  with   in Him, you do not “persuade” the Holy One, blessed be He, to
          complete faith that Hashem can help you succeed completely. Just              rescue you, but you only bring forth the true will of the Holy One,
 How much more does this idea apply when we pray for spiritual   as He helped all of the tzaddikim so that they became entirely and   blessed be He, from potential to actual. At the moment that we
 matters. Then  it is easy  to  understand that the  entirety  of  our   completely pure, so too He will help you as well, if you heed the   pray and cry out, we do not think about anything else. We do not
 prayer is on behalf of the will of Hashem, Who created a person   tzaddikim and go on their path and do what they did, in accordance   think, “I deserve it” or “I don’t deserve it,” “I did teshuvah” or
 to serve Him and come close to Him, and not so that he will be   with your place and level. The tzaddikim taught that the work is   “I didn’t do teshuvah.” We only think about one thing: “Hashem
 an animal on two legs.  Every  time we engage  in  prayer to free   easy, and that the principal factor consists of the will, prayer and   7  wants to save me, and Hashem is only waiting for me to do my
 ourselves from our animal nature and our cravings and to come   entreaties. We must cry out to Hashem from the depth of the heart   work, which is to cry out to Him with all my heart.” Every other
 close to Hashem, we are engaging in prayer on behalf of Hashem’s   until we nullify our cravings completely. I have already explained   thought at the time that we pray, even a truthful thought, weakens
 will and Hashem’s honor: that His children will appear as He wants   that Hashem answers a person’s prayer in accordance with his faith.   our prayer and cools it off.
 them to appear. Therefore, when we recite such a prayer, we may   If,  in the  core of  your being,  you do not believe  that Hashem
 ask for immediate salvation.  can entirely nullify your cravings and transform your nature, He   Only a person’s wholeness of faith that Hashem wants to save
          will  answer your  prayer accordingly, and you will  not see  great           him and rescue him inspires him to cast everything upon Hashem.
 So too, when we seek to be rescued from sinning, we must pray:   changes. If you do not believe that it is possible to nullify a desire   Then his request is complete, without any hesitation and dullness. It
 “It is Your will that I not commit any sin. If You do not give me the   entirely, you will only see small changes. But when you believe that   is strong and absolute. Therefore, it will be effective, because when
 power to overcome my evil inclination, I will continue to sin. I need   Hashem can transform you entirely in a single moment, you will see   we cry out with all our heart out of a wholeness of faith, our prayer
 You to give me the strength not to sin even one more time, because   tremendous changes!  succeeds. Thus, this wholeness of faith in the fact that Hashem wants
 every sin means death, and You want me to live. And I am only                          to give us life so that we will live and attain wholeness of faith—
 alive when I cling to You and live in accordance with Your will. But   Great Faith Means Easy Work  which  is the  purpose of  the  entire  world,  and each  individual’s
 I lack the tools for that. Therefore, please give me the tools now                     particular purpose—is the vessel with which to receive all salvation.
 and the wholeness of will that Your intent will be revealed, so that                   With that wholeness of faith, our prayer is complete, and it rips up
 I will not commit any sin from this moment onward.”  You may think that this is true only for the elite of the generations   every decree of judgment.
          and not for you. But why did the elite of the generations become
          the elite of the generations? It is because they believed that Hashem
 The Glory of the King  wants them to be completely holy and pure, and in that spirit they   Even the Thanksgiving
          engaged in the work of the will. And every Jew must be like them.
 Everyone must make this vividly real for himself by using a variety                      Even if a person thinks at the time that he cries out, “Everything
 of metaphors and images to help him understand how much Hashem   The entire difference between the tzaddikim and any other person   is for the good, and my painful reality is the ultimate good for me,”
 wants to assist him and save him. For instance, imagine a father   on any level lies in the extent to which a person clings to the faith   and—as it were—he accepts Hashem’s will with love, that weakens
 and mother whose son has grown completely alienated from them   that Hashem can make each person into a complete tzaddik like   his prayer. It is true that everything is for the good, but that does not
 and caused them endless pain. If he comes and tells them that he   Moses. As the Gemara states: “‘Who disdained the day of small   mean that Hashem wants you to die, heaven forbid. Hashem wants
 wants to return to them, they will immediately rejoice and forget   things?’  (Zechariah  4:10)—who caused the table of  the righteous   you to live. He does not want you to suffer. He wants to rescue
 the entire past, and give him everything with all their heart. As for   in the world-to-come to be disdained? The smallness that was in   you.  Therefore,  we  must  make  a clear and sharp differentiation
 parents of a son who remains alienated from them, they would be   them—the fact that they did not believe in the Holy One, blessed   between these two truths. The evil inclination misleads a person
 willing to give him so much if only he would want to return.  be He!” (Sotah 48b). Rabbi Nachman derives from this Gemara that   immensely and makes use of faith itself to weaken him. It is true
          smallness of faith means that they did not believe in themselves              that we must thank Hashem deeply with all our heart for every
 If this is true even of normal parents in this world, how much   (Sichot Haran 140). That answers the question: how can it be that a   trouble and problem that we experience. But that does not mean
 more is it true of our Father in heaven, Whose love and compassion   righteous person does not believe in the Holy One, blessed be He?   that Hashem does not want to save us. Even though I have written
 are infinite, and Whose will is infinite. As the holy Baal Shem Tov   According to Rabbi Nachman’s explanation, the answer is clear:   a book called I Said Thank You and I Was Saved, which teaches
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