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Chapter Two:   | 29                 28 | A New Light
 Approbations  it fair to create a being who is entirely driven by desires and tell        Of course, we must  keep  the entire Torah, the mitzvot and
          him, “Do not desire and do not lust”? A human being’s spirit is                Jewish customs with joy. But the essence of your rectification, the
          an animalistic entity that desires and craves thievery and forbidden           rectification for whose sake you were sent into this world, is related
 Mordechai Gross  relations (Makkot 23b).                                                to the issue that you are wrestling with. You must strive, work and

 Rabbi and Av Beit Din, Khanikhei Hayeshivot                                             struggle with that issue, because it constitutes the essence of why
           And setting that aside, a person finds it difficult to grow spiritually:      you came here. It constitutes the essence of your rectification, the
 22 Menachem Av, 5776  to cling to Hashem, which is the essence of our purpose in life, to   essence of your free will. It is the principal reason that you will
          engage in intense prayer, and to fulfill all of the obligations of the         receive reward that is not the “bread of shame.” And the Holy
          heart. Working on these goals requires a person to engage in arduous           One, blessed be He, receives His principal delight from you when
          and sustained effort—and even then, success is not guaranteed.                 you struggle and strive to overcome this difficult challenge.

           So that raises the question: Did Hashem only give the holy Torah                But typically, because a person does not know how to conquer
 This  holy book  is  well-arranged and eloquent, satisfying  souls  who yearn   to elevated, unique individuals such as Rabbi Shimon bar Yochai   that challenge, he thinks that he lacks free will in that area of his life.
 to establish Hashem’s will in their hearts and minds. It is appropriately called   and his companions? What about the rest of us, we who are clumps   He despairs entirely of being able to exercise his free will precisely
 A New Light because in it the dawn breaks and great light shines forth, so   of earth, creatures carved from clay? What can we do? Viewed   in that area and with that issue, which constitutes the essence of
 that the pure, supernal heavens rejoice and this world exults. This book helps   superficially, it would appear that we cannot keep the Torah and
 the soul rise level by level on the highway that leads to the house of God, in          what he must rectify.
 keeping with His will….  the mitzvot fully in this physical world. Is the holy Torah a hoax,
          heaven forbid?                                                                   Therefore, be aware that if you lose this battle, you will forfeit the
 This  holy work provides  a healing  balm  to revive  souls.  Even  when the            very reason for which you came to this world.
 holy nation is exhausted and driven, burdened by misfortune and spiritually   This doubt mirrors the feeling of the many people who think that
 beaten down, this book can inspire them with a holy fire, because it is entirely   they lack the free will to keep the Torah and the mitzvot.  In  summary, everyone  thinks that he  lacks free  will  regarding
 composed of qualities more precious than gold and fine gold, the work of the            an issue that is difficult for him  to master  and that he has  not
 hands of a master, a gaon and tzaddik whose heart is like that of a lion on   Their understanding is that human beings came into the world   succeeded in rectifying.
 behalf of the Torah and the service of Hashem. In his talks and in his many   to make choices but that in reality we are unable to do so. And
 books, Rabbi Shalom Arush, head of the holy yeshiva and institutions Chut
 shel Chessed, has turned people away from sin to live in the light of the Torah   so the entire system is unrealistic! We are supposed to have free   Is This Realistic?
 and keep its commandments in purity and holiness, ignoring the vanities of this   will so that we may attain reward for our labors. But it seems that,
 world, illumined by the inner light and the surrounding light.   because we are overcome by the powers of evil, we are forced to   This problem goes even deeper. As is known, people find great
          choose  evil  against our will. The  result is that every  person will
 May it be Hashem’s will that this crown of A New Light will renew the holy   only receive punishment, God have mercy. Therefore, since it is   difficulty  in fully meeting  their obligations—in particular, in the
 children of Israel like an eagle to do His will completely with a full heart. May   seemingly impossible for us to attain reward for our efforts, perhaps   areas of attaining holiness and improving their character. As the
 those who seek elevation rejoice. Rabbi Arush has done well in his wisdom,              Gemara states, “Rabbi  Yehudah  said  in  the name of  Rav:  The
 with pleasant words that establish souls of Israel, that illumine them, arouse   it would have been better for us to receive the “bread of shame.”  majority of  people  [engage  in] dishonest behavior,  a  minority
 them and  help  them understand  the  word of  Hashem. These  words are  a              [engages in] forbidden relations, and everyone [engages in] a trace
 healing potion  that comes  from  the  Torah of  life.  With it,  treasures open   Changing Our Outlook
 before them and they are established so that they are “planted in the house of          of evil speech” (Bava Batra 176a).
 Hashem and blossom in the courtyards of our God,” clinging to the supernal
 God.  In consequence,  may the redemption of  Israel come about with  the   My dear fellow-Jew, I want to make it clear to you that whatever   The Gemara also states that “the Holy One, blessed be He, does
 power of the will that is established at a time of holiness, even when the Jews   level  you are  on,  despite  every problem  you face,  you can   not treat people unfairly” (Avodah Zarah 3a). But isn’t it unfair to
 experience an ultimate state of God’s concealment. May they declare Hashem   choose good. You possess a way to choose good in every situation,   create a being who  is  naturally  self-centered  and egotistic,  and
 King, yearning and longing, “When will I come and see the face of God?”   to change all of your traits and desires for the better, and to acquire   tell him, “Do not hate your brother in your heart,” “Do not be
 (Psalms 42:3). May that day come quickly, in our days.  1  everything in serving Hashem!  envious,” “Do not take vengeance and do not bear a grudge”? Is
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