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 knowledge.” Recite this word by word (as mentioned above). Have   for the purpose of knowing Hashem and knowing the entire   person is focused, thinks about the words that he is saying and
 in mind that you want to know and recognize Hashem, which is the   Torah, all of which consists of the knowledge of Hashem.   has no alien thoughts, as long as he does not want what he is
 purpose of creation (as stated above).  And remember that all of your success and good life in this   saying and beseeching, his prayer is without deep feeling. It does
          world correspond to your knowledge. Therefore,  arouse                        not rise, and it will not be accepted. That is because (as previously
 Repeat this phrase—“Graciously give us from Yourself wisdom,   your will  to  want  knowledge.  Remind  yourself  that  only   stated) prayer is not the service of the mind but the service of the
 understanding and knowledge”—reciting each word with all your   Hashem graciously gives knowledge, so that you may fully   heart—and the heart is a person’s intent. This means that prayer
 intent and with all your heart. Have in mind that you want to know   invest all of your will in receiving knowledge in your prayers   with deep feeling exists only when a person wants what he says.
 the entire Torah, and to know Hashem by means of knowing the   and pleading with Hashem.  To the degree that a person works on his will, to that degree his
 Torah.                                                                                 service of the heart is complete, unblemished and flawless. Then he
           Together with the will to receive knowledge, together with the               is assured that his prayer will be answered. As the midrash states,
 Again, repeat  the phrase, “Graciously  give  us  from Yourself   heartfelt desire and yearning to receive knowledge, you must   “This is a sign of prayer: if a person has directed his heart to pray,
 wisdom, understanding and knowledge.” Have in mind that you   focus on each  word—i.e.,  you must  recite  every  word  slowly,   he is assured that his prayer will be accepted” (Devarim Rabbah 2).
 want to know that there is no other but He.  with emphasis and feeling. The prayer states, “Graciously give   The meaning of the word “directed” is that a person desires what
          us from Yourself wisdom, understanding and knowledge.”                        he is asking for.
 Repeat  the phrase a fourth time, and as you say the words,
 “Graciously  give  us  from Yourself  wisdom,  understanding  and   When you say, “Graciously give us,” think: “give us an   “Give Me Your Hearts and I Will Lead You on a New
 knowledge,” have in mind that you want to know that there is no   unearned gift.”
 evil in the world.                                                                     Path”
           When you say, “from Yourself,” think: “from You, Hashem.”
 Again,  repeat  the  words,  “Graciously  give  us from  Yourself                        Therefore, we learn that prayer is the service of the heart and
 wisdom, understanding and knowledge,” with all your feeling and   When you say, “wisdom,” think: “the knowledge of things as   not the service  of  the  mouth  or of  the mind. Even  if  a person
 intent, and have in mind that Hashem is solely good and does good,   they are.”        contemplates every word he says, the essence of the work of prayer
 and that everything is good.                                                           is the arousal of the heart with will and longing. This is what Hashem
           When you say, “understanding,” think: “the ability to infer                  wants. As our sages state, “The Holy One, blessed be He, desires
 Review the words a sixth time and have in mind that you want to   one matter from another and comprehend a matter in depth.”   the heart”  (Sanhedrin 106b). That is to say, Hashem wants us to
 know your own insignificance.                                                          want what we are praying for. He wants all of our prayers to come
           When you say, “and knowledge,” think: “complete knowledge,”                  from the depths of our heart. Thus, the Rambam rules  (Mishneh
 The seventh time, have in mind that you want to always know   as you connect to and integrate what you intellectually know into   Torah: Tefillah 4):
 what Hashem wants from you and what He is hinting to you in   your life.
 everything that you experience.                                                               Every prayer that  lacks deep feeling is  not
          “My Soul Pours Out upon Me” (Job 30:16)                                            prayer….  What is deep  feeling?  That means  that a
 The eighth time you say, “Graciously give us from Yourself…,”                               person empties his heart of all thoughts and views himself
 plead to find Hashem and know Hashem in everything in your life.
           Because prayer as a whole is a framework for the expression of                    as though he is standing before the Shechinah.
          the will, it is possible and necessary to review its words over
 Repeat the words again and have in mind with every word that
 you want true knowledge and true advice regarding every matter   and  over  again,  and  each  time  draw  forth  new  meaning,   Therefore, a person must sit for a little while before
 in your life. Continue at length and implore and beseech Hashem   new and original intentions and new ideas. Therefore, with   praying in order to direct his heart, and then pray calmly
 for knowledge,  and have  in mind  that you wish  to receive  true   every phrase, you must generate new thoughts and intentions. I will   and implore [Hashem]. He should not pray like a person
 holy will, a strong and firm will to attain everything that you have   explain this here in the most practical way:  carrying a burden, who throws it down and goes on his
 learned about in this book.                                                                 way.
           “Graciously  give  us  from Yourself wisdom, understanding  and
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