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 on the wholeness of his will in his prayers. Thus, if a person’s will   knowledge.” Recite this word by word (as mentioned above). Have   for the purpose of knowing Hashem and knowing the entire
 is not integrated into his prayer completely, his prayer does not   in mind that you want to know and recognize Hashem, which is the   Torah, all of which consists of the knowledge of Hashem.
 have the power to bring about salvations. In order to bring about   purpose of creation (as stated above).  And remember that all of your success and good life in this
 salvations,  we need  complete  prayer emerging  from complete                          world correspond to your knowledge. Therefore,  arouse
 will. Our sages teach that “prayer is a substitute for the sacrifices”   Repeat this phrase—“Graciously give us from Yourself wisdom,   your will  to  want  knowledge.  Remind  yourself  that  only
 (Berachot 26a), and a verse states, “Do not sacrifice whatever has   understanding and knowledge”—reciting each word with all your   Hashem graciously gives knowledge, so that you may fully
 a blemish in it, because it will not be willingly accepted for   intent and with all your heart. Have in mind that you want to know   invest all of your will in receiving knowledge in your prayers
 you” (Leviticus 22:20). A lack of will is a blemish—it is lacking. And   the entire Torah, and to know Hashem by means of knowing the   and pleading with Hashem.
 the verse indicates that the blemish is in the will. Supernal “willing   Torah.
 acceptance” mirrors our will. When there is a blemish in our will,                        Together with the will to receive knowledge, together with the
 there is a lack of “willing acceptance” in heaven. This applies to   Again, repeat  the phrase, “Graciously  give  us  from Yourself   heartfelt desire and yearning to receive knowledge, you must
 our prayers: when a person’s will is whole and it is attached and   wisdom, understanding and knowledge.” Have in mind that you   focus on each  word—i.e.,  you must  recite  every  word  slowly,
 connected to his prayer—like that of Hannah, who poured forth all   want to know that there is no other but He.  with emphasis and feeling. The prayer states, “Graciously give
 of her will—the prayer is called “perfect service,” and it is willingly                 us from Yourself wisdom, understanding and knowledge.”
 accepted.  Therefore,  when God  listens  to  our prayers,  they  are   Repeat  the phrase a fourth time, and as you say the words,
 said to be “willingly accepted.” But when we lack will in prayer,   “Graciously  give  us  from Yourself  wisdom,  understanding  and   When you say, “Graciously give us,” think: “give us an
 that prayer is blemished, and it is not willingly accepted. Thus, this   knowledge,” have in mind that you want to know that there is no   unearned gift.”
 prayer is not answered.  evil in the world.
                                                                                           When you say, “from Yourself,” think: “from You, Hashem.”
 A pleasing allusion to this appears in Rabbi Nachman’s statement   Again,  repeat  the  words,  “Graciously  give  us from  Yourself
 that the  presence of  some minor  turmoil  in a person’s prayer   wisdom, understanding and knowledge,” with all your feeling and   When you say, “wisdom,” think: “the knowledge of things as
 indicates that his service of Hashem is not whole (Likutei Moharan I   intent, and have in mind that Hashem is solely good and does good,   they are.”
 4). Rabbi Nachman calls this minor turmoil a sheretz—an unclean,   and that everything is good.
 crawling creature—because the word sheretz has the same letters as                        When you say, “understanding,” think: “the ability to infer
 the word ratzon, “will.” The turmoil in a person’s prayer prevents   Review the words a sixth time and have in mind that you want to   one matter from another and comprehend a matter in depth.”
 his will from entering completely into his prayer. As a result, says   know your own insignificance.
                                                                                           When you say, “and knowledge,” think: “complete knowledge,”
 Rabbi Nachman, “This Jew cannot engage in wholehearted service.”   The seventh time, have in mind that you want to always know   as you connect to and integrate what you intellectually know into
 The blemish in his prayer is the opposite of the wholehearted service   what Hashem wants from you and what He is hinting to you in   your life.
 of Hashem.
          everything that you experience.
 This supports the wonderful and fundamental description of deep   The eighth time you say, “Graciously give us from Yourself…,”   “My Soul Pours Out upon Me” (Job 30:16)
 feeling in prayer: a person’s deep feeling in prayer corresponds   plead to find Hashem and know Hashem in everything in your life.
 to his intent. The more intent a person has in prayer, the more                           Because prayer as a whole is a framework for the expression of
 deep-felt it is. When a person’s intent is whole, his deep feeling is   Repeat the words again and have in mind with every word that   the will, it is possible and necessary to review its words over
 whole, and therefore his prayer is whole and effective!  you want true knowledge and true advice regarding every matter   and  over  again,  and  each  time  draw  forth  new  meaning,
          in your life. Continue at length and implore and beseech Hashem                new and original intentions and new ideas. Therefore, with
 I will explain: What is the meaning of “prayer that lacks deep                          every phrase, you must generate new thoughts and intentions. I will
 feeling”? Certainly, I am not talking about a person who daydreams   for knowledge,  and have  in mind  that you wish  to receive  true   explain this here in the most practical way:
          holy will, a strong and firm will to attain everything that you have
 while  he prays—i.e.,  who says the words  without  even thinking   learned about in this book.
 about them. Clearly, there is no feeling there at all. But even if a                      “Graciously  give  us  from Yourself wisdom, understanding  and
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