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 with  and prevent  purity of  thought and deep  feeling.   “Thou Shalt Not Kill” Your Prayers  Everything at One Price
 Whoever  increases  his  regular  practice of  this  will  be
 given increased purity in his thoughts while praying. And   When  a person prays with  intent, his  prayer rises  to  a high   The seventh  blessing  is “He  Who redeems Israel.” As I
 this practice is a simple type of meditation.  place that even the angels cannot reach. However, when a person   explained  earlier, redemption is  knowledge,  and conversely the
          recites prayers without deep feeling, he loses that wonderful gift.           exile  corresponds to  a  lack  of  knowledge.  The  redemption  is
 Since prayer with deep  feeling  means something different  for   Instead of raising prayers and giving pleasure to Hashem, he creates   nothing but the knowledge of Hashem. Therefore, when we recite
 different people, every individual must seek and beseech counsel   phantoms that hang like inert corpses, bodies without a soul and   the  words, “See  our impoverishment,” we  must  have  in mind
 that is appropriate for him, and he must try with all his might to   without the breath of life. His words do not have the power to rise.   that we are asking Hashem to see our impoverished knowledge,
 pray at a time and in a place in which it is easy to be inspired to do   Instead, they fall to the floor like a person deprived of his soul,   because “a person is [truly]  impoverished only of  knowledge”
 the work of the will. The halachic authorities state that every person   who immediately falls down dead. Such is prayer without intent: it   (Nedarim 41a). When we recite the words, “Fight our battle,” we
 should do what he feels will help him concentrate: whether or not   is without soul and it falls down dead.  must have in mind that we are asking Hashem to help us battle the
 to raise his voice, whether or not to sway back and forth, whether                     evil inclination  with  its  thoughts  and distractions,  which are the
 to stand in one place or move from one place to another, “because   In accordance with this, we may understand a story about the   opposite of knowledge. When we recite the words, “And redeem
 Hashem seeks all hearts” (Chronicles I 28). Let us conclude the topic   holy Baal Shem Tov:  us with a complete redemption quickly,” we must have in mind
 of how to pray with deep feeling by quoting the wonderful words                        that we are asking Hashem to redeem us from egotism and give us
 of the Nefesh Hachaim (ibid. chapter 12):  One time the Baal Shem Tov and his students came   the knowledge to know Him and know that there is no one else but
              to  a synagogue,  and he  told  them,  “This  synagogue                   He. And when we recite the words, “For the sake of Your name,”
 Our sages of blessed memory said, “I could absolve   is  completely  filled  with  prayer!” His  students  were   we must have in mind that we are asking Hashem to help us know
 the  entire  world from  being  judged  for  [imperfect]   impressed, because they thought that this is something   that His name is one—an expression solely of compassion.
 prayer because, as the verse states, we are ‘drunk and   very great. But the Baal Shem Tov immediately corrected
 not from wine’  (Isaiah 51:21) [due to the exile]”  (Eiruvin   their mistake: “Why are you impressed? I mean that all   The eighth blessing is “He Who heals the sick of Israel.” I have
 65a).[If that was so then,] what will we say now in these   of the prayers of many years that were in this synagogue   already explained that the words that appear in this blessing, “Save
                                                                                        us and we will be saved,” refer to being saved from egocentricity
 generations, when every person throughout his life is like   have remained below and not risen at all. They did not   and to attaining the complete knowledge that everything is for the
 someone lying down with a wounded head, as though   have the power to rise, since they lacked deep feeling.”  good. Then we can joyfully thank Hashem for illnesses and sufferings.
 he is in the midst of the sea, due to the burdensome                                   That is the meaning of the words in the blessing, “Because You are
 toil of earning a living. As a result, no one takes heed   I related this story in Chapter Eight of In Forest Fields. There   our praise.” With these words, we ask Hashem to help us always
 to empty his  heart and thought from the confusions   I wrote an extensive passage filled with wonderful encouragement   thank and praise Him.
 of his enormous troubles regarding the vanities of this   regarding every aspect of prayer. And I also wrote there at length
 lowly world in order to prepare himself to encounter his   regarding every topic discussed here. There is no need to repeat   When  we  recite  this blessing,  we  must have  in mind that we
          these matters. Therefore, it is very much worthwhile for anyone who
 God, may His name be blessed. Nevertheless, certainly   wants to really strengthen his prayer to learn and study that entire   want a healing of the soul. That healing consists of complete faith,
 every individual  in  accordance  with  his  intellect   chapter and review it until he internalizes those words properly.  and it brings  a  person joy.  Rabbi Nachman  writes in a  famous
 and understanding is obligated to take counsel and                                     passage: “All illnesses that come upon a person result only from
                                                                                        compromised joy…. Joy constitutes great healing” (Likutei Moharan
 seek stratagems in the obligatory war, in order to   “To Assemble and Stand Up for Their Souls”  II 24). Therefore, when we recite this blessing and ask for healing,
 escape the confusion of impure thoughts, so that                                       we must focus intensely on our wish to attain the knowledge that
 his mind will grow settled and he will be able to   People think that prayer in a congregation always rises to Hashem,   leads to joy, so that we will be healed from all illness.
 properly engage in the service of prayer.  where it is cherished and accepted. However, that is a mistake, as
          proven by this story about the Baal Shem Tov. Prayer without deep               Principally, healing depends on repentance, because “there are
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