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 The fourteenth blessing, “He Who builds Jerusalem,” refers   with  and prevent  purity of  thought and deep  feeling.   “Thou Shalt Not Kill” Your Prayers
 to the building of the heart (ibid. 20, 24 and II 1). This means that   Whoever  increases  his  regular  practice of  this  will  be
 knowledge  and faith  will penetrate  into the  heart,  as explained   given increased purity in his thoughts while praying. And   When  a person prays with  intent, his  prayer rises  to  a high
 regarding the blessing, “He Who gathers the scattered of Israel.”   this practice is a simple type of meditation.  place that even the angels cannot reach. However, when a person
 Also, Jerusalem corresponds to faith (ibid. 22, 35 and 280). Jerusalem                  recites prayers without deep feeling, he loses that wonderful gift.
 was destroyed because of the fall of faith, and it will be rebuilt by   Since prayer with deep  feeling  means something different  for   Instead of raising prayers and giving pleasure to Hashem, he creates
 means of faith, which is knowledge.  different people, every individual must seek and beseech counsel   phantoms that hang like inert corpses, bodies without a soul and
          that is appropriate for him, and he must try with all his might to             without the breath of life. His words do not have the power to rise.
 In the fifteenth blessing, “He who causes the horn of salvation   pray at a time and in a place in which it is easy to be inspired to do   Instead, they fall to the floor like a person deprived of his soul,
 to sprout,” we must have in mind the principal salvation, which is   the work of the will. The halachic authorities state that every person   who immediately falls down dead. Such is prayer without intent: it
 the emergence from egocentricity and the attainment of knowledge.   should do what he feels will help him concentrate: whether or not   is without soul and it falls down dead.
 We  must look forward and hope  that all  of  our aspirations  and   to raise his voice, whether or not to sway back and forth, whether
 intentions will be to attain knowledge, and that the entire nation   to stand in one place or move from one place to another, “because   In accordance with this, we may understand a story about the
 of Israel will want knowledge. Then, when the nation of Israel will   Hashem seeks all hearts” (Chronicles I 28). Let us conclude the topic   holy Baal Shem Tov:
 request knowledge,  the horn of  David will  sprout—a reference   of how to pray with deep feeling by quoting the wonderful words
 to the knowledge of faith and prayer (as stated earlier). As the   of the Nefesh Hachaim (ibid. chapter 12):  One time the Baal Shem Tov and his students came
 verse states: “Afterwards, the children of Israel will return and seek                       to  a synagogue,  and he  told  them,  “This  synagogue
 Hashem their God, and David their king” (Hosea 3:5).  Our sages of blessed memory said, “I could absolve   is  completely  filled  with  prayer!” His  students  were

              the  entire  world from  being  judged  for  [imperfect]                        impressed, because they thought that this is something
 When we say the words, “because  we have  hoped  for Your
 salvation the entire day,” we must have in mind that we want to   prayer because, as the verse states, we are ‘drunk and   very great. But the Baal Shem Tov immediately corrected
 see the salvation of Hashem: i.e., that all people in the world will   not from wine’  (Isaiah 51:21) [due to the exile]”  (Eiruvin   their mistake: “Why are you impressed? I mean that all
 know Him and that the verse will be realized, “The earth will be   65a).[If that was so then,] what will we say now in these   of the prayers of many years that were in this synagogue
 filled with the knowledge of Hashem like water covering the sea”   generations, when every person throughout his life is like   have remained below and not risen at all. They did not
 (Isaiah 11:9).  someone lying down with a wounded head, as though                            have the power to rise, since they lacked deep feeling.”
              he is in the midst of the sea, due to the burdensome
 In  the  sixteenth  blessing, “He  Who hears  prayer,”  the   toil of earning a living. As a result, no one takes heed   I related this story in Chapter Eight of In Forest Fields. There
 central intent is that Hashem will hear our prayer and give us the   to empty his  heart and thought from the confusions   I wrote an extensive passage filled with wonderful encouragement
 knowledge that we ask for in all of the blessings. And we ask Him   of his enormous troubles regarding the vanities of this   regarding every aspect of prayer. And I also wrote there at length
 to give us everything as an unearned gift. Therefore, we mention                        regarding every topic discussed here. There is no need to repeat
 Hashem’s compassion a number of times: “Have compassion on   lowly world in order to prepare himself to encounter his   these matters. Therefore, it is very much worthwhile for anyone who
 us,” “Father of compassion,” “Accept with compassion and with   God, may His name be blessed. Nevertheless, certainly   wants to really strengthen his prayer to learn and study that entire
 favor,” “Be gracious to us and answer us.” We emphasize Hashem’s   every individual  in  accordance  with  his  intellect   chapter and review it until he internalizes those words properly.
 compassionate acceptance of our prayers twice: “because You are   and understanding is obligated to take counsel and
 a God Who hears prayers and pleadings,” and “because You hear   seek stratagems in the obligatory war, in order to   “To Assemble and Stand Up for Their Souls”
 the prayer of every mouth.” These phrases tell that everything is   escape the confusion of impure thoughts, so that
 an expression of  Hashem’s  compassion  and unearned kindness.   his mind will grow settled and he will be able to   People think that prayer in a congregation always rises to Hashem,
 Hashem does not hear our prayers because we are deserving or   properly engage in the service of prayer.  where it is cherished and accepted. However, that is a mistake, as
 because we had intent in prayer. To the contrary, the fact that we                      proven by this story about the Baal Shem Tov. Prayer without deep
 had intent, the fact that we want and seek knowledge, is itself due
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