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 If a person feels that his Garden of Eden is beginning to break   But it is very important to emphasize that all of this refers only   to implement and live the advice and approach that are described
 down, he should immediately understand that he lacks knowledge.   to the words up to the end of the blessing, but not the end   there. If he lacks knowledge, he will not understand what he learns,
 As I sing in my classes: “Either faith or Gehennom.” With faith,   itself, because it is forbidden to recite the words of the end   and he will even disagree with what he learns. Therefore, when a
 a  person lives  in the  Garden  of  Eden,  because  he  knows that   of the blessing more than once.   person recites “He Who graciously gives knowledge,” he must have
 everything that occurs in his life is for his benefit, that there is no evil           in mind his wish to understand every holy book that he learns in
 and that everything is for the good, whereas without faith a person   For instance, the fifth blessing of the Shemoneh Esrei reads as   line with the truth of the Torah.
 lives in Gehennom. If a person’s Garden of Eden is weakened, that   follows: “Return us, our Father, to Your Torah, and bring us close,
 means that his faith is weakened. He must perfect it, and he must   our King, to Your  service,  and return  us  in  complete  teshuvah   With Some People, Nothing Will Help
 ask Hashem for the knowledge that he lacks. Every day, a person   before  You. Blessed are  You, Hashem, Who  desires teshuvah.”
 undergoes constrictions and needs—these inspire him to draw down   Note carefully that it is permitted to repeat the words from “Return   We can see this in actuality. Hashem has given me the opportunity
 the knowledge that he needs for that day. And the rectification and   us, our Father,” to “in complete teshuvah before You” as many   to help Jews who come to me asking for advice regarding all sorts
 healing for all of his constrictions and needs consists of engaging at   times as you want. You may repeat them all as a unit, or you may   of problems.
 length in the blessing of “He Who graciously grants knowledge.”  repeat each section separately. Every person should do as he feels.
          It makes no difference. But as for the conclusion of the blessing,              There are some who, after I advise them with a few short sentences,
 Thus,  a person can solve all of the  problems in  his  life   “Blessed are You, Hashem, Who desires teshuvah,” you may say   immediately understand what they have to do. They leave happy
 with the help of the blessing, “He Who graciously grants   it only once at the conclusion of the blessing. That is to say, after   and satisfied.  They take  the proper  actions  and pray at length,
 knowledge”!  you have repeated the first part of the blessing for as long and for      and they solve their difficulties. These people have awareness and
          as many times as you want, recite the conclusion beginning with the           knowledge, and so it is easy to help them.
 “May It Be Willingly Accepted”  word “Blessed” only once, and then continue to the next blessing.
                                                                                          But if a person lacks such knowledge, it makes no difference how
 In His  compassion,  the Holy One, blessed be He,  hears  and   “And Please Make Sweet”  much one talks to him and encourages him. That barely lasts half
 answers  a person’s prayers according to both  his  words  and his                     an hour, and then he immediately reverts to his confused state.
 intentions. Therefore, we conclude the Shemoneh Esrei with the   In every blessing that you want to say at length, you may do so   Whatever one tells him falls on deaf ears, because he lacks proper
 verse, “May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my   only until the words, “Blessed are You, Hashem…,” because it is   knowledge. What can you do with such a person? How is it possible
 heart be  willingly  accepted  by You, Hashem, my Rock  and my   forbidden to repeat these words. If the name of Hashem appears in   to help him?
 Redeemer” (Psalms 19:15). First, we ask Him to accept the “words   the middle of the blessing, it is no problem to repeat it a number
 of my mouth”—the words that we have spoken with our mouths.   of times (up to the words, “Blessed are You”), because you are   There are many people who, although they do not know me at
 And then we ask him to accept “the meditation of my heart before   saying Hashem’s name in the course of a supplication. For example,   all, have heard my disks or learned my books, and their lives have
 You,” the thoughts of the heart that accompany every word. These   as you  pray and plead,  you  may repeat  a  number  of  times the   become a Garden of Eden. These are people who have knowledge
 latter are revealed to Hashem because every deep feeling and   sentence, “Heal us, Hashem, and we will be healed, save us and we   and  implement  what they  learn.  Although they  don’t  come  to
 every intention is heard in heaven like the actual words of   will be saved, because You are our praise.”  me personally, after they read one of my books, hear one of my
 prayer and beseeching, since the feeling and intentions are                            disks or sit in one of my classes, they immediately understand the
 the essence, the inner being and the life of the prayer.  I  witnessed  one  of  the  tzaddikim of  the  generation  as he  said   solutions to all of their questions. They are invigorated, they go to
          the blessing on the Torah, and he repeated the words, “Hashem                 work and they pray, and their lives flow smoothly and become a
 Every time you repeat the words with new, deep feeling, Hashem   our God,  please  make  the  words of  Your Torah sweet in our   Garden of Eden.
 considers that a different request. Therefore, when you engage in   mouths…,” very many times (up to the word “blessed”), because
 the work of the will in the Shemoneh Esrei during the blessing of   this is an awesome and wonderful prayer for oneself and for one’s   Only Hashem Graciously Gives
 “He Who graciously  grants  knowledge,”  you build  thousands  of   offspring (as I wrote in Successful Children). And only after he
          repeated  this  over  and over did he recite the conclusion  once:              On the other hand, some people learn Torah and pray for years,
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