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 the will as you recite the blessing of “He Who graciously grants   vessels of that intention so that you, your offspring and for all of   Why should you lose your life? You have an exact address to go to.
 knowledge.” Even if you pray for some particular matter for only a   the people of Israel will know Hashem and know the Torah.  Stand and plead with Hashem every day, and spend half an hour on
 minute a day, that too is a wonderful work of the will. Do not grow                    the blessing of “He Who graciously grants knowledge.”
 discouraged if you cannot manage half an hour. At least grab a few   Of course, this is  only one example.  We  must  go  on to have
 minutes. But be strong in doing so every day, because although   similar thoughts and intentions in every blessing. For example, if   Wake  up  and  understand how much a  person  needs  to  plead
 no word is lost no matter how it is said, a set schedule of even a   you or a loved one is sick, the best solution is to spend half an   and request proper knowledge regarding every difficulty in his life.
 minute a day has a particularly great amount of power.  hour on the blessing of “Heal us,” because you have a great deal   Do you have a problem? That is a sign that you lack awareness
          of  feeling and intent regarding this topic.  You must draw down              and knowledge. Where will you get that awareness and knowledge
 Also, when you spend half an hour on the blessing of “He Who   salvation from the true Healer, Who is the Creator, and to that   from? Stand up and request it from the One Who graciously bestows
 graciously grants knowledge”  once  a day,  and you want to  but   end you must prepare many vessels. Therefore, recite “Heal us” at   knowledge, and solve your problem! And even when a person does
 cannot spend half an hour on every blessing, if you recite every   length for half an hour. In so doing, you will build complete vessels   have knowledge, he must plead with Hashem to help him attain
 blessing in the Shemoneh Esrei at least once a day for a minute,   of prayer with intent and soul.  more and more knowledge throughout his entire life, because every
 that is also a wonderful work of the will. For example, if you recite                  person’s goal must be to attain proper awareness—which is faith
 the blessing, “Bring us back, our Father, to Your Torah,” even once   Then you  will  experience  great  salvations, so that instead  of   and the  knowledge  of  Hashem. We  must  learn Torah and take
 a day for a minute (as I will explain immediately), at the end of a   standing hour after hour consulting doctors, getting checkups and   every sort of action. But in the end, we must not forget that the
 year you will have spent six hours doing the work of the will on   obtaining medicine, and instead of going from clinic to clinic or to   main  thing is  to seek  knowledge  from the One Who graciously
 that blessing!  hospitals for examination upon examination, and instead of having      bestows knowledge.
          to depend on physicians  who do not always  diagnose problems
 The greatest thing in the world is teshuvah. Doing teshuvah is the   correctly and  who need  much compassion  from  heaven not  to   “I Don’t Have the Time…”
 entire goal of every Jew. And with the slight effort of doing the   do harm, connect yourself to Hashem for half an hour and draw
 work of the will for a minute every day on the blessing, “Bring us   down salvation directly from the generous and faithful hand of “the   According  to  all that  I  have  written,  every  person  can easily
 back…”—in addition to your hour of hitbodedut and your longer   Healer of all flesh.” Every hour that you stand in prayer will save   devote  half  an  hour to  the  blessing, “He  Who  graciously grants
 work of the will—you will do teshuvah for a period of time that, at   you many hours of confusion and running around.
 the end of a year, will add up to six hours. There is no comparable                    knowledge.” No one can say that he is so busy that he doesn’t have
                                                                                        time to properly request knowledge once a day. That is because
 profit  in the  world. Even  a person’s thought of  teshuvah, even   Before  reciting every  blessing, it is  good  and appropriate to   when a person requests knowledge, he receives everything—“If
 when he thinks just one time, “I want to live in accordance with   consider  what  you are going  to request. Similarly,  before  every   you have acquired knowledge, what do you lack?” (Nedarim 41a).
 the will of Hashem and do teshuvah,” turns him into a righteous   word or section of the prayers, think about what you are going to   Instead of running and investing hours in all kinds of efforts to make
 person,  even  if  he  had been  the  worst sinner. Taking  that into   say. In this way, you can easily fill the words with deep feeling and
 account, consider what you will attain by engaging in six such hours   intent,  which constitutes the life  of  the  words. Moreover,  when   a living, spend just half an hour to request knowledge, and you will
                                                                                        see what blessings you will receive.
 over the course of a year.  you repeat the words over and over again, the words themselves
          will inspire you and arouse your intent and deep feeling, which will            And how much more will you be blessed if your soul yearns for
 Warning!  grow stronger with every repetition.                                         the Torah, and you are already spending hours every day toiling
                                                                                        in Torah. If you spend half an hour a day requesting knowledge,
 How do you do this? Repeat the words of the blessing a number                          then gates of learning and understanding that you could not have
 of times, slowly and with feeling. If you check your watch, you will                   otherwise attained even with years of steady learning will open up
 see that saying the words of the blessing slowly, word by word,   Six Hours on Every Blessing  for you. But if you do not pray for Torah as required, you have an
 thoughtfully and with intent in every word, will take between ten                      explicit pledge from the Gemara that nothing will help you, and
 and fifteen seconds. That means that over the course of a minute   Until this point, I have discussed in the most detailed and practical   so you will not succeed in learning Torah. As the Gemara states
 you can repeat the words four to six times.                                            (Niddah 70b):
          way possible how to spend half an hour engaged in the work of
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