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                Master of the universe, I believe with complete faith                                      Closing Words
              that only You give the weary strength, only You give life,
              only You can renew my strength and mind, only You                           This entire book from beginning to end provides the practical
              can  renew my faith. Give  me wisdom,  understanding,                     tools with  which  to attain  the mighty power that is  called “the
              knowledge, awareness and complete faith to know that                      trait of the  will.”  In  all things, we  require will. The main thing
              You alone give life. Only when a person clings to You                     that Hashem wants  from everyone  is his  will. The  essence  of  a
              and binds himself to You does he receive life. Give me                    person’s free choice is his will. The purpose of all prayer, Torah and
              the knowledge that sleep does not give strength and life                  mitzvot is to arouse the will and to work on the will, because the
              but, on the contrary, sleep disconnects me from You,                      will is the strongest factor that binds a person to Hashem. By means
              because  when a  person  craves  sleep,  he  disconnects                  of the will, a person is transformed and rises both physically and
              himself from the Life of lives. Therefore, when he wakes                  spiritually. By means of the will, a person changes his evil nature
              up, he is exhausted. In fact, sleep only removes a person’s               and nullifies his evil cravings and traits.
              energy and life. The hours that he sleeps disconnect him                    The practical application of this entire book is as follows. Dedicate
              from Hashem and are a waste of time, in the simplest                      a set time every day with tremendous and unyielding regularity,
              sense. Therefore, please eradicate all of my ideas that                   during which to arouse your will, build your will and express your
              sleep gives strength and life, because all of these ideas                 will  in your own words, speaking  to  the  Holy One,  blessed  be
              are complete heresy. Please give me faith and nullify this                He, speaking with complete faith and great and deep intent, with
              heresy.  Help  me instead attain holy sleep,  during the                  inspiration and fervor.
              entirety of which my soul will cling to You.
                                                                                          When we  do  this, we truly succeed in life.  We  truly  choose
                Master of the universe, help me cling to You 24 hours                   goodness.  We  come  to  truly keep  the  entire  Torah and the
              a day. Please, Life of lives, have compassion on me so                    mitzvot—in particular, the duties of the heart. We attain complete,
              that I  will  not want to  abandon life  for  even  a single              pleasant and sweet teshuvah, and we attain success in every realm
                                                                                        in life, from overcoming cravings and gaining control of ourselves
              moment. Rescue me so that I will not forget You, I will                   to  rectifying  our traits and  attaining absolute cleanliness and
              not flee from You, and I will not abandon You for even                    purification from all of the vanities of this world.
              a single moment. Help me be connected to You and to
              have faith in You at every moment, so that I will cling                     Then we can truly live a life of satisfaction, a life of delight, a life
              to You and I will be bound to You by learning Torah,                      of meaning, a life in which we bind ourselves to Hashem and cling
              keeping the mitzvot and possessing simple faith—and the                   to Him, a life of true love of the Torah and mitzvot, and a life of a
              main  thing is by means of  prayer and hitbodedut. As                     true bond with faith and everything holy.
              Rabbi  Nachman wrote,  the essence  of  binding  oneself
                                                                                          That which most binds a person with the Life of lives is the trait
              to Hashem, may He be blessed, and of clinging to Him                      of the will. When we want, yearn and long for Hashem the entire
              is achieved by means of prayer. When a person prays,                      day, we open up the supernal conduit of supernal life (the letters
              heaven  renews all of  his  strength, and he receives  life               of the Hebrew word for “conduit,” tzinor, may be rearranged to
              directly from You. As the verse states, ‘You who cling to                 form the word ratzon, “will”), and it pours forth blessing and life,
              Hashem your God are alive, all of you, today’ (Deuteronomy       17
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