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The Holy Spirit Is Christ Jesus Alive:

T h e T o r m e n t

While in this new church, the pastor would direct the church attendees, to
shake one another hands. A month did not pass, and I was being physically
tortured via my hands. I thought it would stop and did not think much

of it.
Did they realize they were hurting me, I pondered! I would shortly
find out; it was a movement. I did not know it would continue. Yet, long
as there was hand shaking, I would suffer through the hands of various
attendees.
The pain was excruciating from the pit of hell, Revelation 20:10.

Surprisingly, they tormented me on Sunday’s in church.
Was I mentally tripping, I thought? At one time, I surmised somebody’s
artificial limbs had malfunctioned while squeezing my hands. Some other
time, I considered somebody tricked me and it was metal pliers in my
clutches. Another time, the pain was so intense that it felt like a snake had
coiled around my hand, constricting tighter and tighter. The agonizing
pain was unbearable! Once it felt like, the bones in my hand were going

to break into pieces and within the second collapse to powder. One time,
it felt like my blood stopped circulating, my hand got numb. I felt almost
faint. Were they trying to stop my blood from circulating on purpose that I
would pass out and awake in another place, abducted, I wondered! Another
time, the torment was so painful, I was afraid I transmuted to hell.

I was surprised my hand could withstand such pressure. I was hoping,
I held the bone disease, Osteoporosis, instead of coming to the knowledge
churchgoers were tormenting me.
I became angry, at times, as a solution. I wanted to address them
furiously. I would leave the church angry, thinking what I wanted to do to
them in return. However, the Words of God says to, stand still and let the
Lord fight our battles, Exodus 14:13. Fed up, with torment, I decided to
confront the next person who attacked me.