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“I’m not . . . I’m not hungry, actually.”

                    “Oh.”  His  expression  was  teasing.  Gentle.  “I  didn’t  know  that  was
                possible.”
                    “Me neither.” She chuckled weakly, and then forced herself to continue.

                “Today is September twenty-ninth.”
                    A beat. Adam studied her, patient and curious. “It is.”

                    She bit into her lower lip. “Do  you know  what the chair has  decided
                about your funds?”

                    “Oh,  right.  The  funds  will  be  unfrozen.”  He  seemed  happy,  his  eyes
                brilliant in an almost boyish way. It broke her heart a little. “I meant to tell

                you tonight at dinner.”
                    “That’s great.” She managed a smile, small and pitiful in her mounting
                anxiety. “That’s really great, Adam. I’m happy for you.”

                    “Must have been your sunscreen skills.”
                    “Yeah.” Her laugh sounded fake. “I’ll have to put them on my CV. Fake

                girlfriend  with  extensive  experience.  Microsoft  Office  and  excellent
                sunscreen skills. Available immediately, only serious callers.”

                    “Not  immediately.”  He  looked  at  her  curiously.  Tenderly.  “Not  for  a
                while, I’d say.”

                    The weight, the one that had been pressing into her stomach since she’d
                realized what needed to be done, sank heavier. Now—this was it. The coda.
                The moment it all ended. Olive could do this, and she would, and things

                would be all the better for it.
                    “I  think  I  should  be.”  She  swallowed,  and  it  was  like  acid  down  her

                throat.  “Available.”  She  scanned  his  face,  noticed  his  confusion,  and
                clenched her fist in the hem of her sweater. “We gave ourselves a deadline,

                Adam. And we accomplished everything we wanted. Jeremy and Anh are
                solid—I  doubt  they  even  remember  that  Jeremy  and  I  used  to  date.  And

                your funds have been released, which is amazing. The truth is . . .”
                    Her eyes stung. She closed them tight, managing to push the tears back.
                Barely.

                    The  truth,  Adam,  is  that  your  friend,  your  collaborator,  a  person  you
                clearly love and are close to, is horrid and despicable. He told me things
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