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Chapter Nineteen






                             HYPOTHESIS: When in doubt, asking a friend will save my ass.








                Olive spent the following day in the hotel, sleeping, crying, and doing the
                very thing that had gotten her into this mess to begin with: lying. She told

                Malcolm  and  Anh  that  she’d  be  busy  with  friends  from  college  for  the
                entire day, pulled the blackout curtains together, and then buried herself in

                her bed. Which, technically, was Adam’s bed.
                    She  didn’t  let  herself  think  about  the  situation  too  much.  Something
                inside her—her heart, very possibly—was broken in several large pieces,

                not shattered as much as neatly snapped in half, and then in half again. All
                she  could  do  was  sit  down  amid  the  debris  of  her  feelings  and  wallow.

                Sleeping through most of the day helped dull the pain a great deal. Numb,
                she was rapidly starting to realize, was good.
                    She lied the day after, too. Feigned a last-minute request from Dr. Aslan

                when asked to join her friends at the conference or on excursions around
                Boston, and then took a deep, fortifying breath. She drew the curtains open,

                forced her blood to start flowing again (with fifty crunches, fifty jumping
                jacks, and fifty push-ups, though she cheated on the last by going on her

                knees), then showered and brushed her teeth for the first time in thirty-six
                hours.

                    It wasn’t easy. Seeing Adam’s Biology Ninja T-shirt in the mirror made
                her  tear  up,  but  she  reminded  herself  that  she’d  made  her  choice.  She’d
                decided to put Adam’s well-being first, and she didn’t regret it. But she’d be

                damned  if  she  let  Tom  Fucking  Benton  take  credit  for  a  project  she  had
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