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                                  THE MAN OF COLOR AND THE

                                  WHITE WOMAN









                                  Out of the blackest part of my soul, across the zebra striping of
                                  my mind, surges this desire to be suddenly white.
                                    I wish to be acknowledged not as black but as white.
                                    Now—and this is a form of recognition that Hegel had not
                                  envisaged—who but a white woman can do this for me? By loving
                                  me she proves that I am worthy of white love. I am loved like a
                                  white man.
                                    I am a white man.
                                    Her love takes me onto the noble road that leads to total
                                  realization. . . .
                                    I marry white culture, white beauty, white whiteness.
                                    When my restless hands caress those white breasts, they grasp
                                  white civilization and dignity and make them mine.
                                    Some thirty years ago, a coal-black Negro, in a Paris bed with a
                                  “maddening” blonde, shouted at the moment of orgasm, “Hurrah
                                  for Schoelcher!” When one recalls that it was Victor Schoelcher
                                  who persuaded the Third Republic to adopt the decree abolishing
                                  slavery, one understands why it is necessary to elaborate somewhat
                                  on the possible aspects of relations between black men and white
                                  women.
                                    It will be argued that this little tale is not authenticated; but
                                  simply that it could be born and survive through the years is an
                                  indication: It is no fallacy. For the anecdote renews a confl ict that,
                                  active or dormant, is always real. Its persistence attests to the
                                  black world’s endorsement. To say it another way, when a story

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