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the gig, he told Willem, but what could he do? It was too much money to
                refuse.) Willem had been glad for the referral, because besides its food and
                service, the other thing that Ortolan was known for—albeit among a much

                smaller group of people—was its flexible hours, especially if Findlay liked
                you. Findlay liked small flat-chested brunette women and all sorts of men
                as  long  as  they  were  tall  and  thin  and,  it  was  rumored,  not  Asian.
                Sometimes Willem would stand on the edge of the kitchen and watch as
                mismatched  pairs  of  tiny  dark-haired  waitresses  and  long  skinny  men
                circled through the main dining room, skating past one another in a weirdly
                cast series of minuets.

                   Not everyone who waited at Ortolan was an actor. Or to be more precise,
                not everyone at Ortolan was still an actor. There were certain restaurants in
                New  York  where  one  went  from  being  an  actor  who  waited  tables  to,
                somehow, being a waiter who was once an actor. And if the restaurant was
                good  enough, respected enough, that was  not only a perfectly acceptable
                career  transition,  it  was  a  preferable  one.  A  waiter  at  a  well-regarded

                restaurant  could  get  his  friends  a  coveted  reservation,  could  charm  the
                kitchen staff into sending out free dishes to those same friends (though as
                Willem learned, charming the kitchen staff was less easy than he’d thought
                it would be). But what could an actor who waited tables get his friends?
                Tickets to yet another off-off-Broadway production for which you had to
                supply your own suit because you were playing a stockbroker who may or
                may not be a zombie, and yet there was no money for costumes? (He’d had

                to do exactly that last year, and because he didn’t have a suit of his own,
                he’d had to borrow one of Jude’s. Jude’s legs were about an inch longer
                than his, and so for the duration of the run he’d had to fold the pants legs
                under and stick them in place with masking tape.)
                   It was easy to tell who at Ortolan was once an actor and was now a career
                waiter.  The  careerists  were  older,  for  one,  and  precise  and  fussy  about

                enforcing  Findlay’s  rules,  and  at  staff  dinners  they  would  ostentatiously
                swirl the wine that the sommelier’s assistant poured them to sample and say
                things like, “It’s a little like that Linne Calodo Petite Sirah you served last
                week, José, isn’t it?” or “Tastes a little minerally, doesn’t it? This a New
                Zealand?”  It  was  understood  that  you  didn’t  ask  them  to  come  to  your
                productions—you  only  asked  your  fellow  actor-waiters,  and  if  you  were
                asked, it was considered polite to at least try to go—and you certainly didn’t

                discuss auditions, or agents, or anything of the sort with them. Acting was
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