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Fareeda  glared,  and  Isra  looked  away.  Not  from  shame,  but  rather  to
                conceal  her  pleasure.  She  couldn’t  believe  she  had  spoken  her  mind  and
                defied Fareeda for the first time in years.

                     “Still eating?” Adam asked when he approached them.
                     Isra passed him a small smile, but Fareeda wasted no time. She cleared
                her throat and began. “Tell your wife,” she said. “Tell her it’s time to get
                pregnant again.”
                     Adam sighed. “She’ll get pregnant soon, Mother. Don’t worry.”
                     “You’ve been saying that for months! You’re not getting any younger,
                you know. And neither is Isra. What do you think will happen if you get a

                fourth girl? You think you’re going to just stop trying for a son? Of course
                not! That’s why it’s important to hurry.”
                     Adam  fumbled  inside  his  pocket  for  a  pack  of  Marlboro  Red.  “You
                think I don’t want a son? I’m trying my best.”
                     “Well, keep trying.”
                     “I will, Mother.”

                     “Good.”
                     Adam looked away, squeezing the pack of cigarettes tight. Even though
                he was looking out toward the river, Isra could see it in his eyes: he would
                beat her tonight. She stared at him, hoping she was wrong, that he wouldn’t
                take out his anger on her. But the signs were all too familiar now. First, he’d
                beat her loud and hard, shaking with rage. Then he’d reach out to touch her
                again, only slightly softer this time, pushing himself inside her. She’d shut

                her  eyes  tight,  clench  her  fists,  and  keep  still  in  hopes  she  might  just
                disappear.
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