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the morning to oversee his fields of cotton in Helmand and to meet with workers

               at the cotton factory he had built there. He would be gone for two weeks, a span
               of time that, to Adel, seemed interminable.
                   Baba jan turned his gaze to him. He dwarfed Adel, taking up more than half
               the backseat. “Wish I didn’t, son.”
                   Adel nodded. “I was proud today. I was proud of you.”
                   Baba jan lowered the weight of his big hand on Adel’s knee. “Thank you,
               Adel.  I  appreciate  that.  But  I  take  you  to  these  things  so  you  learn,  so  you
               understand that it’s important for the fortunate, for people like us, to live up to
               their responsibilities.”

                   “I just wish you didn’t have to leave all the time.”
                   “Me too, son. Me too. But I’m not leaving until tomorrow. I’ll be home later
               in the evening.”
                   Adel nodded, casting his gaze down at his hands.

                   “Look,” his father said in a soft voice, “the people in this town, they need me,
               Adel. They need my help to have a home and find work and make a livelihood.
               Kabul has its own problems. It can’t help them. So if I don’t, no one else will.
               Then these people would suffer.”
                   “I know that,” Adel muttered.
                   Baba  jan  squeezed  his  knee  gently.  “You  miss  Kabul,  I  know,  and  your
               friends. It’s been a hard adjustment here, for both you and your mother. And I
               know that I’m always off traveling and going to meetings and that a lot of people
               have demands on my time. But … Look at me, son.”

                   Adel  raised  his  eyes  to  meet  Baba  jan’s.  They  shone  at  him  kindly  from
               beneath the canopy of his bushy brows.
                   “No one on this earth matters to me more than you, Adel. You are my son. I
               would gladly give up all of this for you. I would give up my life for you, son.”
                   Adel nodded, his eyes watering a little. Sometimes, when Baba jan spoke like

               this, Adel felt his heart swell and swell until he found it hard to draw a breath.
                   “Do you understand me?”
                   “Yes, Baba jan.”
                   “Do you believe me?”
                   “I do.”

                   “Good. Then give your father a kiss.”
                   Adel threw his arms around Baba jan’s neck and his father held him tightly
               and patiently. Adel remembered when he was little, when he would tap his father
               on the shoulder in the middle of the night still shaking from a nightmare, and his
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