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I am not a tenth of what I thought myself to be, but my heart is still compelled to move forward, to share my love lost,

my Joyselyn. I pray that my readers will find something in my words to help improve lives. My best advice is to give your
heart, mind, and soul to the Lord. Looking back and sitting in my loneliness, I see all I have missed. All that the Father

has blessed me with, my Joyselyn, a helpmate committed to leading me to His heart.

Feb. 20, 2021

Surfing the websites today, I accidentally came across a recipe that my Joyselyn had been searching for an exceedingly

long time. Out of my excitement, I found myself calling out to my Joyselyn to let her know what I had discovered.

Moments of forgetfulness. What a moment of disappointment. What a kick to the stomach and spike through the heart.
If she were here to receive this good news, I would have been showered with hugs and kisses, not to mention a glorious
meal.

Mar. 2, 2021

I'm alone and so missing my Joyselyn. Miss the cuddling and soft-spoken words shared between us. I have no other

outlet than to share my empty heart with strangers. I can only hope that my words will help someone, and that my
words give hope and healing to your loved one(s). I pray no one will ever feel this kind of loss in life. Make sure you tell

all that needs to hear those words. I Love you. Say them often; speak them from your heart. Life is short-lived, too
short for not sharing a sincere and open heart. There is no guarantee that when you close your eyes tonight, they will

open with the morning light.

Mar. 15, 2021

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