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Today, a friend asked me when I thought I might move on with my life. To meet new people, start dating other
women. LOL, I had to be gentle with my reply; after all, we are friends. My answer to them was the same as it has
always been. I was trying to momentarily put my heart in their hands to feel my completeness. I told them this; When
my Joyselyn and I took our wedding vows, it said till death do we part, and I am left standing. I will always be just as
married and committed to the love my Joyselyn has left in this heart that I hold out to you for understanding. She has
made me complete in this life, and I will always hope to honor her, share her love and goodness with others, and testify
to her faith in the Lord. I pray that my life left will help anyone look deep within themselves and find the comfort only
He, Yahusha, can provide.
April 10, 2021
From Heaven with Love, she came. Joyselyn on loan from God. He lovingly introduced her to my soul and made us of
one heart. A love that death can not separate. Love built on the Father's will; how could that ever end? My Joyselyn's
loving spirit will forever remain as a resident within me. The Father knew I would need a strong Helpmate to see me
through this life. Someone that could love me, pray for me and help lead me down that narrow path that would
someday bring me to His Devine plan and purpose for living this life. I so regret not surrendering myself, walking that
narrow path, and not following His plan or purpose before He took our Joyselyn home. I am responsible for missing an
even greater love life. I pray that no one reading this will ever make the same mistakes.
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