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Unknown Hey Gene. Wish you could have made it to the Love After Life meeting today. We had a guest speaker, and I

think you would have really enjoyed it. ❤️
I have been looking into your group, and I must thank you for the invite, but I must decline. As much as I would like to
reconnect with my Joyselyn I know she would not want me to be part of conjuring up unknown spirits pretending to be

her. I will have to sit this one out and wait for that appointed time that the Father calls on me to greet her once again.
The lessons she taught me have been learned. I will continue being the man she loved and worked so hard at shaping. I

am just a heartbeat away from her. I can and must wait.

Apr 1, 2020

Miss this woman so much. A lost joy never more to be had. Every day with Joyselyn was a blessing. We were always

together. For the last three years, just us two 24-7. What a fantastic opportunity to learn and grow. Deeper in love than
we had ever imagined. I hope when all this virus thing is over that, marriages will walk out of this in a whole new light.
More loving and stronger than dreams hoped. Let God in and make His way known to you.

Apr 7, 2020

Asking my Joyselyn questions aloud. Like may I fix you another cup of tea? Are you okay? Have I told you how much I

love you yet today?
Oh, a dozen times? too much? I then pretend to hear her voice coming back to me so tenderly as always. Hearing her

say she loves me and stop worrying. Always followed with a quiet little laugh. I miss my treasure, I do miss my second
element, my Joyselyn.

Apr 10, 2020

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