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My Prayer
When will I come out from beneath this blanket of guilt and shame? Father, I need You to awaken me, quicken me with a
life that honors You. I need a strength that can only be heaven-sent. I need Your spirit living within, guiding, and teaching
me Your ways. This suffering, sitting alone without Your gift, our Joyselyn, is so overwhelming. I feel so very lost without
her at my side. Even in her weakest moments, she was the strength that stood me in an upright position. I know You sent
Joyselyn; only You could have delivered me such a priceless treasure. Undeserving, I have been with all Your many
blessings. I ask that You forgive me for all my transgressions. Forgive me for not honoring my treasure of a wife, my
helpmate, my Joyselyn. Have mercy on this sorry soul and excuse of a man. I will that I honor You as my Father, honor
the many prayers my Joyselyn has cried out to You on my behalf. Let me see the light that You and my Joyselyn has tried
to lead me. Let me see the light that I know she sees this very hour. Please have mercy on me. Let me see You Father in the
light of all Your Glory.
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