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My Joyselyn did have a wave of righteous anger. Many a time, she set my pants ablaze. Always with the truth on her

side. She knew how to fight fire with fire, touching me with that healing touch, loving me with soft, understanding

words, arms that were oblivious of my flaming out. My lack of reason, always at that moment, disappeared. Her love
forever took charge, and the burn in my heart was forever remembered. I was the fire starter. Doing something or not

doing what I should have caused hardships in our lives. It took a long time for me to see the fire burning my Joyselyn
and my igniting that hurt. What an old fool I have been. To make waste of such a treasure, not find the courage and

grow with that blessed gift in my life, my Joyselyn. How much we could have had together if I just showed up as a
man—what a time for me to awaken. So, much I wish I could pay back to this love loss of mine: my Joyselyn, my

Second Element.

Dec. 29, 2020

I know it's late, and many of us are going to bed. Way too many of us now doing that alone. I want to say to those who

still have someone to share your new morning with, be sure to let them know how much you love them. Don't ever let
your eyes close with anger in your hearts. Be at peace with that one you love. We never know when we might be

soaking our pillows with tears and not be waking beside that one that shares our heart. Make it a rule always to be
followed. My Joyselyn and I never failed this one, and it sure makes for a brighter morning filled with love, knowing new

and greater days are still ahead.

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