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Speaking of Holy Days, every day was a Holy Day in our home. My Joyselyn always prayed blessings over our lives our
home without fail. Those blessings are still felt this very day: The Father’s anointing, protection, His promise to Joyselyn

for her faithfulness. I miss my Joyselyn anointing my head with oil, laying hands on me, and saying a blessing over my

life. What a wonderful testimony of love Joyselyn spoke over me. Heartbreaking and heartfelt moments they all were.
Sometimes I would wake with her sitting beside me doing the same. We always said a blessing over each other. Easy to

do with hearts so full of love and gratitude. Always thanking our Father for joining our lives together and supplying all
our needs.

Sept. 6, 2020

Now I find myself being the impatient one waiting to go home. I know there is something I still have left to do. No clue

has been revealed to me. I am sure it will be clear when Adonai chooses to confront me. I sometimes wonder if my

keeping this journal and sharing my life with Facebook friends may be part of that journey. Showing my many faults,
lousy behavior, and sins may be part of that plan. But perhaps that’s me wanting to host a pity party. I no longer have

anyone to share with, no voice reflecting opposition to my ill-feeling—no one’s touch to ashore me that I am still in the

Father’s plan. I do pray, and I pray that my readers find something useful in the words that I write. A change of heart
may be, more profound love and understanding for that someone in your life, past or present. Most of all, in this life’s

journey, we turn to our Father in Heaven. To whom is the author of all life and life yet to come.

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