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It is so difficult knowing that I will have been without my Joyselyn for an entire year in just a
few short days. It feels more like a lifetime. I could never have imagined the heaviness of my

heart. I am forever a prisoner of love, a love that only came by the Father’s grace and mercy.

He introduced Joyselyn to my soul and made her mine. Such a wonderful gift, a love flown into
this life from heaven above. I have had a wonderful and prosperous life while married to this

heaven-sent woman, blessings I know I have never deserved. And yet God’s mercy has
followed me all my days.

This life owes me nothing. I have had all the treasure this world could offer, a prize beyond
those of any kings. My Joyselyn outshines gold, silver, and any sparkling jewels. She showed

me the true meaning and nature of life. She opened my mind and heart to the truth—the
beauty of love from the Father, the power of prayer, trusting in His word, and His promises.

If I were to live a thousand lifetimes, I could never hope for anyone other than my Joyselyn. I

would expect she would be the only one in each lifetime. But in this space and time, I will
continue to love and honor my Joyselyn’s life till my last breath. I must stand firm and allow

the Father to fill me with His spirit and live the life my Joyselyn prayed over me. I must; I can
do no less. My heart will not allow my back to turn away from the light. I will forever honor the

Father and the precious gifts He has sent me, His Son Yahusha, and my Joyselyn.

I believe I now know where She obtained that Natural Gift of Flight.
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