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mechanically obeying the force of old habits.
         The weather was fine. It was one of those March days,
       clear and sharp, when the sun shines in a perfectly white
       sky. The Rouen folk, in Sunday-clothes, were walking about
       with happy looks. She reached the Place du Parvis. People
       were coming out after vespers; the crowd flowed out through
       the three doors like a stream through the three arches of a
       bridge, and in the middle one, more motionless than a rock,
       stood the beadle.
         Then she remembered the day when, all anxious and full
       of hope, she had entered beneath this large nave, that had
       opened out before her, less profound than her love; and she
       walked on weeping beneath her veil, giddy, staggering, al-
       most fainting.
         ‘Take care!’ cried a voice issuing from the gate of a court-
       yard that was thrown open.
          She stopped to let pass a black horse, pawing the ground
       between the shafts of a tilbury, driven by a gentleman in
       sable furs. Who was it? She knew him. The carriage darted
       by and disappeared.
          Why,  it  was  he—the  Viscount.  She  turned  away;  the
       street was empty. She was so overwhelmed, so sad, that she
       had to lean against a wall to keep herself from falling.
         Then she thought she had been mistaken. Anyhow, she
       did not know. All within her and around her was abandon-
       ing  her.  She  felt  lost,  sinking  at  random  into  indefinable
       abysses, and it was almost with joy that, on reaching the
       ‘Croix-Rouge,’ she saw the good Homais, who was watching
       a large box full of pharmaceutical stores being hoisted on to
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