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you to catch cold.’
          He said it with a sigh of relief. He could attempt noth-
       ing more that night. But afterwards, when he was alone in
       his room, he was furious with himself. He had been a per-
       fect fool. He was certain that Miss Wilkinson expected him
       to kiss her, otherwise she wouldn’t have come into the gar-
       den. She was always saying that only Frenchmen knew how
       to treat women. Philip had read French novels. If he had
       been a Frenchman he would have seized her in his arms
       and told her passionately that he adored her; he would have
       pressed his lips on her nuque. He did not know why French-
       men always kissed ladies on the nuque. He did not himself
       see anything so very attractive in the nape of the neck. Of
       course it was much easier for Frenchmen to do these things;
       the language was such an aid; Philip could never help feel-
       ing that to say passionate things in English sounded a little
       absurd. He wished now that he had never undertaken the
       siege  of  Miss  Wilkinson’s  virtue;  the  first  fortnight  had
       been so jolly, and now he was wretched; but he was deter-
       mined not to give in, he would never respect himself again
       if he did, and he made up his mind irrevocably that the next
       night he would kiss her without fail.
          Next day when he got up he saw it was raining, and his
       first  thought  was  that  they  would  not  be  able  to  go  into
       the  garden  that  evening.  He  was  in  high  spirits  at  break-
       fast. Miss Wilkinson sent Mary Ann in to say that she had
       a  headache  and  would  remain  in  bed.  She  did  not  come
       down till tea-time, when she appeared in a becoming wrap-
       per and a pale face; but she was quite recovered by supper,
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