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delighted the prince; he watched her, and laughed.
         ‘Listen,’ she began again; ‘I have long waited to tell you all
       this, ever since the time when you sent me that letter—even
       before that. Half of what I have to say you heard yesterday.
       I consider you the most honest and upright of men—more
       honest  and  upright  than  any  other  man;  and  if  anybody
       says that your mind is—is sometimes affected, you know—
       it is unfair. I always say so and uphold it, because even if
       your surface mind be a little affected (of course you will not
       feel angry with me for talking so—I am speaking from a
       higher point of view) yet your real mind is far better than
       all theirs put together. Such a mind as they have never even
       DREAMED of; because really, there are TWO minds— the
       kind that matters, and the kind that doesn’t matter. Isn’t it
       so?’
         ‘May be! may be so!’ said the prince, faintly; his heart was
       beating painfully.
         ‘I  knew  you  would  not  misunderstand  me,’  she  said,
       triumphantly. ‘Prince S. and Evgenie Pavlovitch and Alex-
       andra don’t understand anything about these two kinds of
       mind, but, just fancy, mamma does!’
         ‘You are very like Lizabetha Prokofievna.’
         ‘What! surely not?’ said Aglaya.
         ‘Yes, you are, indeed.’
         ‘Thank  you;  I  am  glad  to  be  like  mamma,’  she  said,
       thoughtfully. ‘You respect her very much, don’t you?’ she
       added, quite unconscious of the naiveness of the question.
         ‘VERY much; and I am so glad that you have realized
       the fact.’

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