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china covering the carpet, the alarm of the company—what
            all this meant to the poor prince it would be difficult to con-
           vey to the mind of the reader, or for him to imagine.
              But  one  very  curious  fact  was  that  all  the  shame  and
           vexation and mortification which he felt over the accident
           were less powerful than the deep impression of the almost
            supernatural  truth  of  his  premonition.  He  stood  still  in
            alarm—in almost superstitious alarm, for a moment; then
            all mists seemed to clear away from his eyes; he was con-
            scious of nothing but light and joy and ecstasy; his breath
            came and went; but the moment passed. Thank God it was
           not that! He drew a long breath and looked around.
              For some minutes he did not seem to comprehend the
            excitement around him; that is, he comprehended it and
            saw everything, but he stood aside, as it were, like some-
            one invisible in a fairy tale, as though he had nothing to do
           with what was going on, though it pleased him to take an
           interest in it.
              He saw them gather up the broken bits of china; he heard
           the loud talking of the guests and observed how pale Agla-
           ya looked, and how very strangely she was gazing at him.
           There was no hatred in her expression, and no anger whatev-
            er. It was full of alarm for him, and sympathy and affection,
           while she looked around at the others with flashing, angry
            eyes. His heart filled with a sweet pain as he gazed at her.
              At length he observed, to his amazement, that all had
           taken their seats again, and were laughing and talking as
           though  nothing  had  happened.  Another  minute  and  the
            laughter  grew  louder—they  were  laughing  at  him,  at  his

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