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said the prince, rising from his seat once more, but the old
            gentleman caught his hand and drew him down again—he
            seemed unwilling to let him go.
              ‘C’est  tres-curieux  et  c’est  tres-serieux,’  he  whispered
            across the table to Ivan Petrovitch, rather loudly. Probably
           the prince heard him.
              ‘So that I have not offended any of you? You will not be-
            lieve how happy I am to be able to think so. It is as it should
            be. As if I COULD offend anyone here! I should offend you
            again by even suggesting such a thing.’
              ‘Calm  yourself,  my  dear  fellow.  You  are  exaggerating
            again; you really have no occasion to be so grateful to us.
           It is a feeling which does you great credit, but an exaggera-
           tion, for all that.’
              ‘I  am  not  exactly  thanking  you,  I  am  only  feeling  a
            growing admiration for you—it makes me happy to look
            at you. I dare say I am speaking very foolishly, but I must
            speak—I must explain, if it be out of nothing better than
            self-respect.’
              All he said and did was abrupt, confused, feverish—very
            likely the words he spoke, as often as not, were not those
           he wished to say. He seemed to inquire whether he MIGHT
            speak. His eyes lighted on Princess Bielokonski.
              ‘All right, my friend, talk away, talk away!’ she remarked.
           ‘Only don’t lose your breath; you were in such a hurry when
           you began, and look what you’ve come to now! Don’t be
            afraid of speaking— all these ladies and gentlemen have
            seen far stranger people than yourself; you don’t astonish
           THEM.  You  are  nothing  out-of-the-way  remarkable,  you

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