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ping from time to time to look at the telegram. Holmes was
         formally his father’s curate but actually, and for a decade,
         rector of the church. How did he die? Of old age—he was
         seventy-five. He had lived a long time.
            Dick felt sad that he had died alone—he had survived
         his wife, and his brothers and sisters; there were cousins in
         Virginia but they were poor and not able to come North,
         and Holmes had had to sign the telegram. Dick loved his
         father—again and again he referred judgments to what his
         father would probably have thought or done. Dick was born
         several months after the death of two young sisters and his
         father, guessing what would be the effect on Dick’s moth-
         er, had saved him from a spoiling by becoming his moral
         guide. He was of tired stock yet he raised himself to that
         effort.
            In  the  summer  father  and  son  walked  downtown  to-
         gether  to  have  their  shoes  shined—Dick  in  his  starched
         duck sailor suit, his father always in beautifully cut cleri-
         cal clothes—and the father was very proud of his handsome
         little boy. He told Dick all he knew about life, not much but
         most of it true, simple things, matters of behavior that came
         within his clergyman’s range. ‘Once in a strange town when
         I was first ordained, I went into a crowded room and was
         confused as to who was my hostess. Several people I knew
         came toward me, but I disregarded them because I had seen
         a  grayhaired  woman  sitting  by  a  window  far  across  the
         room. I went over to her and introduced myself. After that I
         made many friends in that town.’
            His father had done that from a good heart—his father

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