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that is no longer here and not yet there. The hazy yellow
         vault is full of echoing shouts. There are the rumble of trucks
         and the clump of trunks, the strident chatter of cranes, the
         first salt smell of the sea. One hurries through, even though
         there’s time; the past, the continent, is behind; the future is
         the glowing mouth in the side of the ship; the dim, turbu-
         lent alley is too confusedly the present.
            Up the gangplank and the vision of the world adjusts it-
         self, narrows. One is a citizen of a commonwealth smaller
         than Andorra, no longer sure of anything. The men at the
         purser’s desk are as oddly shaped as the cabins; disdain-
         ful are the eyes of voyagers and their friends. Next the loud
         mournful whistles, the portentous vibration and the boat,
         the human idea—is in motion. The pier and its faces slide
         by and for a moment the boat is a piece accidentally split off
         from them; the faces become remote, voiceless, the pier is
         one of many blurs along the water front. The harbor flows
         swiftly toward the sea.
            With  it  flowed  Albert  McKisco,  labelled  by  the  news-
         papers as its most precious cargo. McKisco was having a
         vogue. His novels were pastiches of the work of the best peo-
         ple of his time, a feat not to be disparaged, and in addition
         he possessed a gift for softening and debasing what he bor-
         rowed, so that many readers were charmed by the ease with
         which they could follow him. Success had improved him
         and humbled him. He was no fool about his capacities—he
         realized that he possessed more vitality than many men of
         superior talent, and he was resolved to enjoy the success he
         had earned. ‘I’ve done nothing yet,’ he would say. ‘I don’t

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