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think I’ve got any real genius. But if I keep trying I may
         write a good book.’ Fine dives have been made from flim-
         sier spring-boards. The innumerable snubs of the past were
         forgotten. Indeed, his success was founded psychologically
         upon his duel with Tommy Barban, upon the basis of which,
         as it withered in his memory, he had created, afresh, a new
         self-respect.
            Spotting  Dick  Diver  the  second  day  out,  he  eyed  him
         tentatively, then introduced himself in a friendly way and
         sat  down.  Dick  laid  aside  his  reading  and,  after  the  few
         minutes that it took to realize the change in McKisco, the
         disappearance of the man’s annoying sense of inferiority,
         found himself pleased to talk to him. McKisco was ‘well-
         informed’ on a range of subjects wider than Goethe’s—it
         was interesting to listen to the innumerable facile combina-
         tions that he referred to as his opinions. They struck up an
         acquaintance, and Dick had several meals with them. The
         McKiscos had been invited to sit at the captain’s table but
         with  nascent  snobbery  they  told  Dick  that  they  ‘couldn’t
         stand that bunch.’
            Violet was very grand now, decked out by the grand cou-
         turières, charmed about the little discoveries that well-bred
         girls make in their teens. She could, indeed, have learned
         them from her mother in Boise but her soul was born dis-
         mally in the small movie houses of Idaho, and she had had
         no time for her mother. Now she ‘belonged’—together with
         several million other people—and she was happy, though
         her husband still shushed her when she grew violently na-
         ïve.

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