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them to thee.
              What art thou, thou tremendous power Who dost inhab-
           it us without our leave, And art, within ourselves, another
            self, A master self that loves to domineer?
              What? Conscience? That is a word to frighten children.
           The conscience of each man is of his own making. My friend
           the  shark-toothed  cannibal  whom  Staples  brought  in  his
           whaler to Sydney would have found his conscience reproach
           him sorely did he refuse to partake of the feasts made sa-
            cred by the customs of his ancestors. A spark of divinity?
           The divinity that, according to received doctrine; sits apart,
            enthroned  amid  sweet  music,  and  leaves  poor  humanity
           to earn its condemnation as it may? I’ll have none of that—
           though I preach it. One must soothe the vulgar senses of the
           people. Priesthood has its ‘pious frauds”. The Master spoke
           in parables. Wit? The wit that sees how ill-balanced are our
            actions and our aspirations? The devilish wit born of our
            own brain, that sneers at us for our own failings? Perhaps
           madness? More likely, for there are few men who are not
           mad one hour of the waking twelve. If differing from the
           judgment of the majority of mankind in regard to famil-
           iar things be madness, I suppose I am mad—or too wise.
           The speculation draws near to hair-splitting. James North,
           recall your early recklessness, your ruin, and your redemp-
           tion; bring your mind back to earth. Circumstances have
           made you what you are, and will shape your destiny for you
           without your interference. That’s comfortably settled!
              Now  supposing—to  take  another  canter  on  my  night-
           mare—that man is the slave of circumstances (a doctrine

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