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himself, and, as he looked anxiously in the direction from
         which the servitor would come, he gave Franz a shove, not
         hard, but hard enough for him to fall down unconscious,
         clawing at the ground with his hands by reflex; he still did
         not avoid being hit; the rod still found him on the floor; the
         tip of the rod swang regularly up and down while he rolled
         to and fro under its blows. And now one of the servitors ap-
         peared  in  the  distance,  with  another  a  few  steps  behind
         him. K. had quickly thrown the door shut, gone over to one
         of  the  windows  overlooking  the  yard  and  opened  it.  The
         screams  had  completely  stopped.  So  that  the  servitor
         wouldn’t come in, he called out, “It’s only me!” “Good eve-
         ning, chief clerk,” somebody called back. “Is there anything
         wrong?” “No, no,” answered K., “it’s only a dog yelping in
         the yard.” There was no sound from the servitors so he add-
         ed, “You can go back to what you were doing.” He did not
         want to become involved with a conversation with them,
         and so he leant out of the window. A little while later, when
         he looked out in the corridor, they had already gone. Now,
         K. remained at the window, he did not dare go back into the
         junk room, and he did not want to go home either. The yard
         he looked down into was small and rectangular, all around
         it  were  offices,  all  the  windows  were  now  dark  and  only
         those at the very top caught a reflection of the moon. K tried
         hard  to  see  into  the  darkness  of  one  corner  of  the  yard,
         where a few handcarts had been left behind one another. He
         felt anguish at not having been able to prevent the flogging,
         but that was not his fault, if Franz had not screamed like
         that clearly it must have caused a great deal of pain but it’s

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