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important to maintain control of oneself at important mo-
         ments if Franz had not screamed then it was at least highly
         probable that K. would have been able to dissuade the whip-
         man. If all the junior officers were contemptible why would
         the whip-man, whose position was the most inhumane of
         all, be any exception, and K. had noticed very clearly how
         his eyes had lit up when he saw the banknotes, he had obvi-
         ously only seemed serious about the flogging to raise the
         level of the bribe a little. And K. had not been ungenerous,
         he really had wanted to get the policemen freed; if he really
         had now begun to do something against the degeneracy of
         the court then it was a matter of course that he would have
         to do something here as well. But of course, it became im-
         possible for him to do anything as soon as Franz started
         screaming. K. could not possibly have let the junior bank
         staff, and perhaps even all sorts of other people, come along
         and catch him by surprise as he haggled with those people
         in the junk room. Nobody could really expect that sort of
         sacrifice of him. If that had been his intention then it would
         almost  have  been  easier,  K.  would  have  taken  his  own
         clothes off and offered himself to the whip-man in the po-
         licemen’s  place.  The  whip-man  would  certainly  not  have
         accepted this substitution anyway, as in that way he would
         have seriously violated his duty without gaining any benefit.
         He would most likely have violated his duty twice over, as
         court employees were probably under orders not to cause
         any harm to K. while he was facing charges, although there
         may have been special conditions in force here. However
         things stood, K. was able to do no more than throw the door

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