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objection.  He  then  continued,  “And  besides,  you’re  quite
         right in your comment that I’m a trustee of the court.” He
         made a pause, as if wanting to give K. the time to come to
         terms with this fact. The girls could once more be heard
         from behind the door. They were probably pressed around
         the  keyhole,  perhaps  they  could  even  see  into  the  room
         through the gaps in the planks. K. forewent the opportunity
         to excuse himself in some way as he did not wish to distract
         the  painter  from  what  he  was  saying,  or  else  perhaps  he
         didn’t want him to get too far above himself and in this way
         make himself to some extent unattainable, so he asked, “Is
         that  a  publicly  acknowledged  position?”  “No,”  was  the
         painter’s curt reply, as if the question prevented him saying
         any  more.  But  K.  wanted  him  to  continue  speaking  and
         said, “Well, positions like that, that aren’t officially acknowl-
         edged, can often have more influence than those that are.”
         “And that’s how it is with me,” said the painter, and nodded
         with a frown. “I was talking about your case with the manu-
         facturer yesterday, and he asked me if I wouldn’t like to help
         you, and I answered: ‘He can come and see me if he likes’,
         and now I’m pleased to see you here so soon. This business
         seems to be quite important to you, and, of course, I’m not
         surprised at that. Would you not like to take your coat off
         now?” K. had intended to stay for only a very short time, but
         the painter’s invitation was nonetheless very welcome. The
         air in the room had slowly become quite oppressive for him,
         he had several times looked in amazement at a small, iron
         stove in the corner that certainly could not have been lit, the
         heat of the room was inexplicable. As he took off his winter

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