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overcoat and also unbuttoned his frock coat the painter said
         to him in apology, “I must have warmth. And it is very cosy
         here, isn’t it. This room’s very good in that respect.” K. made
         no reply, but it was actually not the heat that made him un-
         comfortable  but,  much  more,  the  stuffiness,  the  air  that
         almost made it more difficult to breathe, the room had prob-
         ably not been ventilated for a long time. The unpleasantness
         of this was made all the stronger for K. when the painter in-
         vited him to sit on the bed while he himself sat down on the
         only chair in the room in front of the easel. The painter even
         seemed to misunderstand why K. remained at the edge of
         the bed and urged K. to make himself comfortable, and as
         he hesitated he went over to the bed himself and pressed K.
         deep down into the bedclothes and pillows. Then he went
         back to his seat and at last he asked his first objective ques-
         tion, which made K. forget everything else. “You’re innocent,
         are you?” he asked. “Yes,” said K. He felt a simple joy at an-
         swering this question, especially as the answer was given to
         a  private  individual  and  therefore  would  have  no  conse-
         quences. Up till then no-one had asked him this question so
         openly. To make the most of his pleasure he added, “I am
         totally innocent.” “So,” said the painter, and he lowered his
         head  and  seemed  to  be  thinking.  Suddenly  he  raised  his
         head again and said, “Well if you’re innocent it’s all very
         simple.”  K.  began  to  scowl,  this  supposed  trustee  of  the
         court was talking like an ignorant child. “My being inno-
         cent  does  not  make  things  simple,”  said  K.  Despite
         everything, he couldn’t help smiling and slowly shook his
         head. “There are many fine details in which the court gets

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