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decided, and this help did not seem in any way less ques-
         tionable than that of the lawyer. K. valued the painter’s help
         far more highly because it was offered in a way that was
         more harmless and open.
            The painter had pulled his seat closer to the bed and con-
         tinued in a subdued voice: “I forgot to ask you; what sort of
         acquittal is it you want? There are three possibilities; abso-
         lute acquittal, apparent acquittal and deferment. Absolute
         acquittal is the best, of course, only there’s nothing I could
         do to get that sort of outcome. I don’t think there’s anyone
         at all who could do anything to get an absolute acquittal.
         Probably the only thing that could do that is if the accused
         is innocent. As you are innocent it could actually be possi-
         ble and you could depend on your innocence alone. In that
         case you won’t need me or any other kind of help.”
            At first, K. was astonished at this orderly explanation,
         but  then,  just  as  quietly  as  the  painter,  he  said,  “I  think
         you’re  contradicting  yourself.”  “How’s  that?”  asked  the
         painter patiently, leaning back with a smile. This smile made
         K. feel as if he were examining not the words of the painter
         but  seeking  out  inconsistencies  in  the  procedures  of  the
         court itself. Nonetheless, he continued unabashed and said,
         “You remarked earlier that the court cannot be approached
         with reasoned proofs, you later restricted this to the open
         court, and now you go so far as to say that an innocent man
         needs no assistance in court. That entails a contradiction.
         Moreover, you said earlier that the judges can be influenced
         personally but now you insist that an absolute acquittal, as
         you call it, can never be attained through personal influ-

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