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They’re all moorland landscapes, I’ve painted a lot of moor-
         land landscapes. A lot of people don’t like that sort of picture
         because they’re too gloomy, but there are others, and you’re
         one of them, who love gloomy themes.” But K. was not in
         the mood to hear about the professional experiences of this
         painter cum beggar. “Wrap them all up!” he called out, in-
         terrupting the painter as he was speaking, “my servant will
         come to fetch them in the morning.” “There’s no need for
         that,” said the painter. “I expect I can find a porter for you
         who can go with you now.” And, at last, he leant over the
         bed and unlocked the door. “Just step on the bed, don’t wor-
         ry about that,” said the painter, “that’s what everyone does
         who comes in here.” Even without this invitation, K. had
         shown no compunction in already placing his foot in the
         middle of the bed covers, then he looked out through the
         open door and drew his foot back again. “What is that?” he
         asked the painter. “What are you so surprised at?” he asked,
         surprised in his turn. “Those are court offices. Didn’t you
         know there are court offices here? There are court offices in
         almost every attic, why should this building be any differ-
         ent? Even my studio is actually one of the court offices but
         the court put it at my disposal.” It was not so much finding
         court  offices  even  here  that  shocked  K.,  he  was  mainly
         shocked at himself, at his own na•vety in court matters. It
         seemed to him that one of the most basic rules governing
         how a defendant should behave was always to be prepared,
         never allow surprises, never to look, unsuspecting, to the
         right when the judge stood beside him to his left and this
         was the very basic rule that he was continually violating. A

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