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then he slowly turned to face the front and leant down on
         the balustrade gripping its angular rail with both hands. He
         stood there like that for a while and, without turning his
         head, looked around. K. had moved back a long way and
         leant his elbows on the front pew. Somewhere in the church
         he could not have said exactly where he could make out the
         man in the cassock hunched under his bent back and at
         peace, as if his work were completed. In the cathedral it was
         now very quiet! But K. would have to disturb that silence, he
         had no intention of staying there; if it was the priest’s duty
         to preach at a certain time regardless of the circumstances
         then he could, and he could do it without K.’s taking part,
         and K.’s presence would do nothing to augment the effect of
         it. So K. began slowly to move, felt his way on tiptoe along
         the pew, arrived at the broad aisle and went along it without
         being disturbed, except for the sound of his steps, however
         light, which rang out on the stone floor and resounded from
         the vaulting, quiet but continuous at a repeating, regular
         pace. K. felt slightly abandoned as, probably observed by
         the priest, he walked by himself between the empty pews,
         and the size of the cathedral seemed to be just at the limit
         of what a man could bear. When he arrived back at where
         he had been sitting he did not hesitate but simply reached
         out for the album he had left there and took it with him. He
         had nearly left the area covered by pews and was close to
         the empty space between himself and the exit when, for the
         first time, he heard the voice of the priest. A powerful and
         experienced voice. It pierced through the reaches of the ca-
         thedral ready waiting for it! But the priest was not calling
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