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“Would you not like to come down here?” asked K. “If
you’re not going to give a sermon come down here with me.”
“Now I can come down,” said the priest, perhaps he regret-
ted having shouted at K. As he took down the lamp from its
hook he said, “to start off with I had to speak to you from
a distance. Otherwise I’m too easily influenced and forget
my duty.”
K. waited for him at the foot of the steps. While he was
still on one of the higher steps as he came down them the
priest reached out his hand for K. to shake. “Can you spare
me a little of your time?” asked K. “As much time as you
need,” said the priest, and passed him the little lamp for
him to carry. Even at close distance the priest did not lose
a certain solemnity that seemed to be part of his character.
“You are very friendly towards me,” said K., as they walked
up and down beside each other in the darkness of one of the
side naves. “That makes you an exception among all those
who belong to the court. I can trust you more than any of the
others I’ve seen. I can speak openly with you.” “Don’t fool
yourself,” said the priest. “How would I be fooling myself?”
asked K. “You fool yourself in the court,” said the priest, “it
talks about this self-deceit in the opening paragraphs to the
law. In front of the law there is a doorkeeper. A man from
the countryside comes up to the door and asks for entry.
But the doorkeeper says he can’t let him in to the law right
now. The man thinks about this, and then he asks if he’ll be
able to go in later on. ‘That’s possible,’ says the doorkeeper,
‘but not now’. The gateway to the law is open as it always
is, and the doorkeeper has stepped to one side, so the man

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