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this so that you don’t think there’s anything you’ve failed to
         do,’ as far as fulfilling his duty goes he can be neither ruffled
         nor begged, as it says about the man that, ‘he tires the door-
         keeper  with  his  requests’,  even  his  external  appearance
         suggests a pedantic character, the big hooked nose and the
         long, thin, black tartar-beard. How could any doorkeeper
         be more faithful to his duty? But in the doorkeeper’s char-
         acter  there  are  also  other  features  which  might  be  very
         useful for those who seek entry to the law, and when he
         hinted at some possibility in the future it always seemed to
         make it clear that he might even go beyond his duty. There’s
         no denying he’s a little simple minded, and that makes him
         a little conceited. Even if all he said about his power and the
         power of the other doorkeepers and how not even he could
         bear the sight of them I say even if all these assertions are
         right, the way he makes them shows that he’s too simple and
         arrogant  to  understand  properly.  The  commentators  say
         about this that, ‘correct understanding of a matter and a
         misunderstanding of the same matter are not mutually ex-
         clusive’. Whether they’re right or not, you have to concede
         that his simplicity and arrogance, however little they show,
         do weaken his function of guarding the entrance, they are
         defects in the doorkeeper’s character. You also have to con-
         sider that the doorkeeper seems to be friendly by nature, he
         isn’t always just an official. He makes a joke right at the be-
         ginning, in that he invites the man to enter at the same time
         as maintaining the ban on his entering, and then he doesn’t
         send him away but gives him, as it says in the text, a stool to
         sit on and lets him stay by the side of the door. The patience

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