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ions about this, some say the doorkeeper was only answering
         a question or showing his devotion to duty or, just when the
         man  was  in  his  last  moments,  the  doorkeeper  wanted  to
         cause him regret and sorrow. There are many who agree
         that he wouldn’t be able to close the door. They even believe,
         at the end at least, the doorkeeper is aware, deep down, that
         he’s the man’s subordinate, as the man sees the light that
         shines out of the entry to the law whereas the doorkeeper
         would probably have his back to it and says nothing at all to
         show there’s been any change.” “That is well substantiated,”
         said K., who had been repeating some parts of the priest’s
         explanation to himself in a whisper. “It is well substantiat-
         ed,  and  now  I  too  think  the  doorkeeper  must  have  been
         deceived.  Although  that  does  not  mean  I’ve  abandoned
         what I thought earlier as the two versions are, to some ex-
         tent, not incompatible. It’s not clear whether the doorkeeper
         sees clearly or is deceived. I said the man had been cheated.
         If the doorkeeper understands clearly, then there could be
         some  doubt  about  it,  but  if  the  doorkeeper  has  been  de-
         ceived then the man is bound to believe the same thing.
         That would mean the doorkeeper is not a cheat but so sim-
         ple-minded  that  he  ought  to  be  dismissed  from  his  job
         immediately; if the doorkeeper is mistaken it will do him no
         harm  but  the  man  will  be  harmed  immensely.”  “There
         you’ve found another opinion,” said the priest, “as there are
         many who say the story doesn’t give anyone the right to
         judge the doorkeeper. However he might seem to us he is
         still in the service of the law, so he belongs to the law, so he’s
         beyond what man has a right to judge. In this case we can’t

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