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use.” “He didn’t ask him before that,” said the priest, “and
         don’t forget he was only a doorkeeper, and as doorkeeper he
         did  his  duty.”  “What  makes  you  think  he  did  his  duty?”
         asked K., “He didn’t. It might have been his duty to keep ev-
         eryone else away, but this man is who the door was intended
         for and he ought to have let him in.” “You’re not paying
         enough attention to what was written and you’re changing
         the story,” said the priest. “According to the story, there are
         two important things that the doorkeeper explains about
         access to the law, one at the beginning, one at the end. At
         one place he says he can’t allow him in now, and at the other
         he says this entrance was intended for him alone. If one of
         the statements contradicted the other you would be right
         and the doorkeeper would have cheated the man from the
         country. But there is no contradiction. On the contrary, the
         first statement even hints at the second. You could almost
         say the doorkeeper went beyond his duty in that he offered
         the  man  some  prospect  of  being  admitted  in  the  future.
         Throughout the story, his duty seems to have been merely to
         turn the man away, and there are many commentators who
         are surprised that the doorkeeper offered this hint at all, as
         he seems to love exactitude and keeps strict guard over his
         position. He stays at his post for many years and doesn’t
         close the gate until the very end, he’s very conscious of the
         importance of his service, as he says, ‘I’m powerful,’ he has
         respect for his superiors, as he says, ‘I’m only the lowliest of
         the doormen’, he’s not talkative, as through all these years
         the only questions he asks are ‘disinterested’, he’s not cor-
         ruptible, as when he’s offered a gift he says, ‘I’ll only accept
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